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I need a break :X

2009-04-09T00:49:00.000-07:00

I need a break .
I wanna take lots of photos to show how happy i m .
I wanna drink .
I wanna shop .
I wanna sing .
But who will be there to accompany me to
do all these crazy stuffs again ?
My darlings are starting school on monday .
Frederick that idiot also starting school on monday .
Oh my god , i seriously have to stop thinking about it .

Working life is gonna start soon :D
I really need to stick with a job because
i've too much free time and nowhere to spend .
So , i guess i have to find a job i love :D
Tampinese 1 is open today , shall take a look in there .
See if they need people :X

erms , i think i will be meeting my slackers later ?
Tomorrow will be our day man :D
Drinking at Pasir Ris Park !
Please take photos ok my dear slackers !
The places we went for drinking session .
First time at Sunplaza Park .
Second time at Central Park .
Third time at Pasir Ris Park .
How come all the park park park -.-
Forth time we go Jurong Bird Park ? -.-''
Ok , i know i'm lame :X Alright , ciaos !

PS:I hope you're the right one for me :)

I'm in the losing end .

2009-04-08T04:58:00.000-07:00

I admit i still havent get over you,
but one day, i will & i'm confident of getting over you.
I'm piecing my heart back one by one .
Seriously , congrats to you & her .

Its time i need to forget you .
I thought i could keep you in my mind ,
but i guess i no longer have to because
you've stepped into someone else's heart .
The moments i've spend with you , Esther ,
Emily and your parents were great .
The shoppings & dinner & etc , i'll never forget .
I promise this is the last time i would teared for you .
I promise i would give you all my blessings .
I promise that i will never step in your life .
I promise i will do everything i've promised .
Thanks GCMC for everything , last long .

HAHA ! Today went to Lavender with Frederick .
Renewed his passport and went to Suntec for
lunch with Priscilla Darling . Than went out & smoked ,
walk all the way to the bus-stop opposite Suntec which
is so freaking far -.- My legs are killing me seriously .
And the freaking bus came freaking long please -.-
Bused all the way to Tampines Inter , met Darling :D
She's going for work and need to reach at 8 & she still
insisted to send me home before she go for work .
Thanks Darling , thats very sweet of you and i'm sorry
that you're late for work because of me . I should have
gone back alone . Today didnt meet up with the slackers ,
because they didnt TEXT US ! See , they so BOXIM luhhs !
Friday i make sure they drunk like siao ! We're so gonna get
drunk ! Specially RANDY ANG :D because i want him to be drunk ?
Wahahahhahaha , i know that i'm evil :X
Seriously luhhs , you hurt me that day but i've tried to
forget about it :D And i still remember what you said ,
" Dont ask me to take care when i want you to take care of me "
So is my Darling teach you one luhhhs . Lols ! Anw , its sweet luhhs :D
See all my slackers on friday alrights :D Tomorrow i feel like going RUPEE .
Dont laugh because i've never club before and dance like there's no
tomorrow -.- Lols ! So i will be a nerdy down there . Should i go ?

PS: Boy , it takes me hours to stop the tears , I WILL FORGET YOU .

Everything has ended with a full stop .

2009-04-07T06:24:00.000-07:00

Everything has ended with a full-stop .

I've got nothing to do with him anymore .

So guys , please stop teasing the both of us .

Because i dont wanna even think about him .

We're not even FRIENDS , so please stop , thanks :D

Yesterday went to TM , find all the Chaicheeians .

Liying and Merlene have to go for injection , while

Me , two Darlings , Andy & Sayhaw headed to arcade .

I know what's the fighting game they have been playing

since that day , its call Takken6 :D Not long , Randy

reached .

Me and Priscilla Darling left to Tmart to meet

our BOTAK KOR ! Took pictures with his BOTAK HEAD :D

Aftermath , Jiejie came and drive us to the Yacht . OMG !

Thats the freaking first time i took such a closer look luhhs !

Its kindda dizzy luhhs , lols ! There's a Mini KTV , and i sang

quite a few songs luhhs . Out there , there's this restaurant there ,

I wanna bring my slackers there , i promise :D

Again , took pitures :D Chat and slacked .

Around 3 plus , Kor and Pris left .

Left with Me , Jiahao , Xiaovin , Fuhao ,

Gary , Jiejie and two other Korkor .

Around 4 plus we all left . Jiejie drive us home .

Shery Darling lost her phone .

I'm sorry that i cant be there for you .

And i'm like enjoying myself when you're not .

What the fuck m i doing when you needed me .

Shitttttttt ! My bad , sorry darling , call me when

you need me ok ! Loveyou manysss !

ALVIN;KOR

Today didnt get to send you off but ,

seriously will miss you luhhs .

After two days will get to see you this

BOTAK korkor already luhhs , LMAO !

Please take good care and keep fit ok !

Must find time for Priscilla & Me uhhs !

We're your precious meimei , so its a

must to save time for us too ok !

Idiot kor , we will be missing you ok !

Well , saw some people whom i
dont really wish to see & seriously
spoil my mood -.- At that point of time , i
dont know what the hell m i doing there ,
looking like a retarded ? DAMN YOU :D
I swear i wont get to see you ever again ,
i wont go to places where i can see you .
Lets play hide and seek forever .
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE .
Its none other than YOU !
~!@#$%^&*()_+!

Reply taggies :D

Lihong meimei - OK ! i shall sms you when i want to . love you :D

Esther Babe - See you this thursday babe , loveeee !

Sayhaw Erzi - Okok , if sat we drinking than meet lorhs , take care .

Carol Jie - Relink already :D

Drinking session was indeed fun , finally !

2009-04-05T00:49:00.000-07:00

Went out around afternoon to pray at my granparents
house at aljunied . Papa wanna tag along with us , when i
meet up with my Baby at inter :D Thanks baby for taking
cabby down just to meet me earlier :D aftermath went to
Safra , meet up with Andy , Randy & Francis . Mention only
the 3 of them , because another one seems so EXTRA and
invisible/transparent to me , HAHA ! Oooopppps :X

During their game , i was like a MSN Messenger luhhs !
Help Darling and Di because Di is busy playing pool , and darling
watching a little boy playing pool , that little boy is cool k !
Because no matter which direction , he is 100% killer :D
And , they played with my baby doggy ! Angryyy !
So i left with darling , baby and Papa . Sat down at
the stairs while Papa went in to the Casino taking a look .
Suddenly the guys says that they're going TM to whack ppl .
We chiong to meet them at the gate . And its ANDY WEE
who they're finding trouble with , again . I dont feel like taking bus ,
so i walk to TM . While the rest was kindda pek chek with my
nonsense , but i seriously feel like walking luuhs fuck , whats wrong ?
From safra to Tm , is not long distance anw ? ahhh , whatever .
Thanks Randy for accomapanying me ? Hehhh :D

When me and Randy reached Tm , they're talking to Andy Wee already .
And they find alot of people watching , so went out .
And Randy really make me angry . He pushed Andy and he actually
fell back to the grass luhhs . But Andy very aizai ! He stood up and
didt fight back , fuckkk ? The second time , Randy gave him a tight
slap on the face , i pulled him away , was kindda pity andy luhhs .
And third time , Randy kicked him on the stomach , rahhhhhs !
There's nothing i can do , what i can do is only pull Randy away .
And Randy promise me he only wanna talk to him , and yet
he gave him another tight slap on the face ! FUCKK ?!
And i tried to talk to andy , i asked him if he like merlene
is before my Didi with her , or after . He said before . And i ask
him if he still likes her , he said yes . Randy repeated asking him ,
" you still love her now ?" he said yes in front of Didi ?!
*clap hands* you're so brave luhhhhs :D ok , whatever .

Went arcade , was so funny luhhs .
They're playing the fighting thingy , i dont know what is it called .
We keep doing high fives whenever they won :D
Than waited for the two pretty girls to release from work .
Slacked around Mac and Darling send her didi home :D
Than to Sunplaza park :D Had drinking session there .

Finally , i can drink like nobody's business .
Even though its not alot . I only vomittted a little ?
But , my Erzi dont allow me to drink too much ,
Randy also , Baby also . Lols , thanks luhhs .
I'm fine , dearest :D Dont have to worry about me .
I'm the oldest among you guys , i know my limit :)
Have to thanks my Darling for the treat :D thank you !

Andy Di , you really scare me please ?
You use the cigg bud and burn yourself ?!
Are you crazy or what ?! Do you know
what are you doing ?! I dont think so .
And please dont shout to your parents
the next time ok ? Please !

Reached home , bath & sleep :D
Was feeling so hungry but i dont think
i can cook , so i sleep all the way to 3 -.-
Now , i'm freaking hungry ! i need to cook
something . My head is freaking pain ! My head
is kinnda heavy -.- Laughs ! Alright .
Tonight ? Drinking session at Central Park ok :D

Reply Taggies :D
Huiyu - Laughs , some idiotic people came and tagg , stupid lorhs ! boliaos !
Randy - Relaxxx , chill ~ he's just a kiddo ?
Darling - i totally agree with you baby :D Love you !
Carol Jie - I will i will :D sorrys luhhs . hahahha !

NOTE : Relationships are like glass.
Sometimes it's better to leave them
broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

SHERY DARLING IS A RETARDED !

2009-04-03T11:19:00.000-07:00

Darling , you're really driving me crazy luhhs !
Webcam with me just to show me how crazy you are ?
Lols , i cant stop it luhhs , because i love it :D
You really make me laugh like nobody's business !
Please dont dig your nose and touch MR BEAN !
You digusting freak -.- i'm gonna miss my slackers
tomorrow ! Sighhhh ! Fetching Liying Bf baby and
Merlene Lesbo from work tonight :D Alright , goodnight !

A Brand New Start :D

2009-04-03T09:30:00.000-07:00

Today Darling & i were suppose to visit the school and that slut .
But , what a waste , she didt attend school and so is RANDY ANG .
So , didt waste the trip there , heng ahs ! Because Darling intended
to cabbed down again -.- ! So , when we got to know that the slut
did not attend school , me & Frederick went to meet Darling at her
house traffic . And walk to LJS for her breakfast & lunch because
she's seriously starving ! Sorry darling for making you wait , my bad .
We joke while queuing -.- Thanks to my Shery Darling once again for
her nonsense and jokes -.- She started everything !
There is this Lady who keep walk pass me and excuse me here and
there , wtf -.-! Soooo freaking pek chek can ?!
And this joke started by Darling -.-
Lady: Excuse me .. can i ..
Me : Cant you see i'm queuing up ?
Lady : Oh , sorry i just want to ...
Me : What la ! Tsk ! told you i'm queuing up .
Lady : No , but i just want to ...
Me : Shut up la , what you want ?!
This story directed by Shery Wong -.-

Suppose to watch Confession Of A Shopaholic .
Went TM , they are showing it now .
But donno why Darling so choosy , wanna watch
at CS , walk all the way there , bloody hell , dont have -.-
So , went to sakae and laughing our heads off laaa .
Darling keep repeating it , and i keep hitting my
head against the seat , so retarded laa ! And Darling
also kana herself because we are really laughing our
heads off , damn retarded ! While Frederick only enjoy
laaaa , see show , see free free lorhs -.- !
Finally had my Chawanmushi , craves for it badly !
Thanks Darling once again for the treat :D
Than Frederick started a new joke , ass !
The sevice crew who served us name May .
The one who served us food name May Kong .
And we start playing with their names -.-
I was thinking why one with surname and one without .
So i joke with them , i told them ..
" Ehs , you know why her name is call MAY ?"
They reply donno , why lehs .
And i told them because her christian name is M
Surname is A and chinese name is Y -.-
They than start playing with peoples name -.-!
Like my retarded Darling -.- She started ,
" Heys , my name is S.H.E and my surname is R
and chinese name call E !" i was really laughing till
my stomach cramp like siao and yet she dont wanna stop !
Knn , freaking funny luhhs , thanks darling :D

Meet up with Andy and Randy .
Than went to slack outside TM .
Andy & Randy scare of doggy worhs -.-
Than met up with Francis .
After that met Merlene , Liying & Kaiqin at
TM Mac . Had our dinner there , saw Jiahui &
Jieyun , talk cock for awhile , they headed to
another place .

Than the slackers headed to my house void deck
to slack while i went home to bath :D
Came down , play cards and all went home at 11 .
And now , i'm at home , blogging & stonning -.-

Tomorrow have to go grandparents house
to pray , early in the morning . Tired luhhs !
So long never sleep for ten over hours already !
Lols ! I know i'm a pig luhhs ! i love to sleep :D

Some people just love to COPY . FUCK OK !
I'm damnnnn angry lorhhhs , no creativity luhhhs !
Agree with me right , Randy & Darling ?
Only you both know who and what i meant :D

Reply Taggies :D
Yizhen - Ok , i'm sure i will :D Thanks sweetie !
Carol Jie - Sorrys ! i will text you soon :D
Lihong meimei - I will stay strong :D love you manys !
Pro - Ehs , what you want from RANDY ? Buay song ahs ?!
Randy - Dont have to entertain GP :D rememeber ? GINA PI !
Huifang meimei - okok :D when i got the money , i'm broke !
Sandy Ling - Thanks ling , i will ! Meet up soon ehs !
Serene - Ok , will link you up :D yeahs , i did walk pass there , why ?

Given up :D

2009-04-02T03:15:00.000-07:00

Broken hearts are never healed .
They haunt us for a lifetime even
if we find someone else .
Our past teaches us lessons that
make us more aware and more human .
Why then do we feel so hurt knowing
it can only get better ?
Breaking up with someone you care about
is one of the toughest decisions any of us
will ever have to go through .
Dealing with the pain and heart break
is never easy . We just have to live the
days as they are set out and not live in the past .
I don't really want to say goodbye ,
I don't really want to leave you ,
But now I have to go away ,
Stay away from you forever .
What we had was something special , thanks :)
But now I have to go away ,
And leave you from my heart .

I think everyone would know what decision
have i made now . Given up :)
I'm still trying hard to smile , trying hard to
froget the past and i believe i can :D
Because i got Shery , Priscilla , Caishun , Jiejie ,
Cazarine , Frederick , Randy & Andy :D iloveyou guys lots !
And i wanna tell you , YOU GUYS ROCK MY LIFE !

Shery Darling , i know you can make me laugh
like i've never laughed before ! You always got the
way to do that which i dont know why ? Thanks darling !
Priscilla Darling , you're such a strong girl in love life .
When i tell you incidents about me and my bf ,
you always teach me how to react firmly and strongly ,
thanks darling , but i cant be like you , because i'm WEAK :(
Liau Cai Shun , thanks for talking to me after so long since
we last chat . And i'm seriously sorry that i disturbed you
during midnights when i cant sleep . But you know what ?
You're sucha pig luhhs . Still can take nap in the afternoon -.-
Please wake up and call me , i'm boreddd , zZzzZZz !
Jiejie , i'm sorry that i've caused so much troubles to you .
Thanks for giving me the job :D and i'm sure i'll be loving it !
Thanks for driving us around whenever you're free ,
thanks for the treats and the advice you've given :D
Cazarine Baby , dont get touched when you see this because
i know you will :D Thanks for allowing me to vent my anger
out and allowing me to pour everything to you . You're
sucha wonderful gan-nuer i have :D thanks for not leaving me
in the darkness , and thanks for showing concerns to me ,
iloveyou girl :D
Frederick , what should i say about you lehs ? Lols !
There's many great things i wanna say about you :D
But i have to say all your drinking session at the park
are at the wrong timing -.-! Because i aint vexed at the
times when you want to go for drinking sessions .
please make it a everyone-also-vexed drinking session -.-!
Thanks for taking care of me that night . Covering blanket ,
asking me if i'm cold in the night and your mac wings treat :D
Randy , i dont know what to say but , i hope you can find
someone else better than me . To you age is not a problem .
But to me , i believe i cant get along with younger guys .
Not because its childish , when i aint mature at all , its because
i'm very stubborn , i wanna get what i want . And younger
guys cant put up with my attitude only if you're Caishun No.2 ,
if you know what i mean . Take care and find your true love okay !
Andy Di , thanks for talking to me , and cheering me up whenever
i'm feeling low when i'm out with you guys :D Please stop skipping
schools ! Better sleep early and wake up early , stop all your
Audition gaming stuff-.-! Anw , thanks alot di :D

Last night i ton all the way till 9 plus with Alicia and company .
Thanks Derrick & Fuhao for coming down to Tampines to meet me .
Fuhao , thanks for the prata treat :D Okay , stop all the thanking session -.-!
Zhengwei Daddy and Ah boy came after that ,
slack till 4 plus , they left . So i slacked with Alicia & Co .
Reach home at 9 plus still sweep and mop my whole bloody living room &
our rooms . I've cleaned the whole house except the toilet and the kitchen .
See , this proves that i'm sucha a good housewife and daughter -.-!
But i was K.O after doing all the house chores . i didt want to sleep ,
because once i sleep , i think nobody can wake me up .
But i was so tired when i saw my bed , and BOOM , ZzZZzz !
Around 6 plus , Randy called and ask if i'm awake , i'm damn sleepy luhhs .
already awake , so bobian , wake up use the computer to blog .
I dont know if we're meeting the slackers ? byee :D

Reply Taggies :D
Sandra - thanks a lot for the advices :D loveeee you babe !
Huifang meimei - actually i'm free almost everyday :D
Shery Darling - I love you moreeee mans ! ROCKERS !
Jiahui Baby - Thanks baby :D i will i will !
Priscilla Darling - What i saw ? i will tell you when we meet kay darling ?
Lihong meimei - You sure ? okok , i shall sms you later :D iloveyou !
Huiyu - I also dont wish to make things worse by thinking about it ,
its over , everything is over , sighhh ! thanks !

Note : Its this love or merely lust ?

I wanna be happy like i've never before .

2009-04-01T08:41:00.000-07:00

I wanna laugh like i've never laugh before .
I wanna drink like i've never drunk before .
I wanna act like i've never been fooled before .
I wanna play like i've never enjoy before .
I wanna do so many things , but will the time
wait for me ? fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck .

I feel like crying when i saw that .
I dont know why , i just cried .
It is just a show ? Or its the fact ?
I can feel how he feels at that very
point of time . You wanted me to
hate you , why must it in such a way ?
Its damn freaking heartless .

FREDERICK , where are you ?!
I wanna drink , please bring me out .
But dont laugh at my goldfish eye luhhs !

Sorry DERRICK , wasnt able to meet you
at 201 , its kindda late . sorry .

NOTE :I HATE YOU !

Photos :D

2009-04-01T02:35:00.001-07:00

This are some of the over due photos :D Enjoy !

Problems are hunting me !

2009-04-01T00:39:00.000-07:00

Yes , i'm facing a problem .
i guess he no longer loves me ,
and he no longer needs me .
There's nothing that i
can do to make him do .
I think i shouldnt bother and
alot of people tells me that i
ought to stick to another man ,
a man that surely deserves me .
Reasons will not lead to a solution ,
i will end up lost in confusion .
So , look at a brighter side .
Clarissa , what makes you think that
you cant laugh and smile like you used to
without him now ? What makes you think
that other guys cant do a better job than him ?
So , whatever , i dont want a boyfriend .

No matter how difficult it is to forget ,
i must try and move on .
I cant help it but keep thinking about
the past its not gonna help .
It will only slow me down because i
need to move on . Time dont wait for
us , once its gone , you can never go back
to the past and make up to whatever things
that is left undone . Thanks everyone who
share their own opinion with me :D
I'm glad i still have you guys with me .
I will move on without a BOYFRIEND .
But , i still hope and pray , i can find a REAL MAN .
Who can love me , take care of me , protects me ,
put up with my stubborness , accompany me during my
sleepless nights and i will love him & his family too :D

我真的搞不太懂
你怎么会选择寂寞
要的通通都有
就少了那一个男朋友
你还要ㄍ一ㄥ多久
你到底挑什么
听比说得多
不怕我罗嗦
知道我难过
陪着我沉默
手机桌布只有我
很多甜蜜携作自己
吃饭没胃口
刷卡之前先问我
喜欢我朋友也会爱我的狗
懂环保爱地球
保护我像英雄
总是大方介绍
我什么节日都记得
陪我减肥吃苹果
帮我买口红

I dont want a boyfriend !

i need a real man !
诚实的嘴
可靠的肩
温柔的眼
何时出现
会玩会工作会疯
会生活会下厨
会运动会爱会做梦
又像男孩又成熟
对我大方自己抠
教我绝招打电动
什么都有我
i be your real man
会出现我现在有一点通
该怎么解决你寂寞
你说了两三分钟
我愿意花两三年去做既然你
ㄍ一ㄥ很久要不要等等我大丈夫
耍酷耍温柔肩膀什么都扛得动
我嘴唇轻轻动一动就知道我在想什么
just show me one real man
十项全男 real man

Reply to Taggies :D
Huifang meimei - I'm not sure too ? see how alright .
Sandy Ling - Thanks Ling , what if i call and you're asleep ? Lols .
Lihong meimei - Yes , i will text you , but i dont know when is the
right time to text you ?
Yizhen - No , i'm not ok but i will get better as time goes by .
Ryan - Alright , link me up too :D
Huiyu - We're like on the same boat ? Thanks girl :D
Shery Darling - Darling , cute ahs you ? Lols ! thanks for everything !
Jieyun Meimei - Thanks , i know but its hard , i need time to recover .
YQ - Funny ahs ? lol -.-

Why m i feeling this way ?

2009-03-29T23:37:00.000-07:00

I dont know why m i feeling this way .
And i'm digging the reasons , searching for a reason .
But what the fuck m i doing ?!
Finding an excuse to hide everything ?
Why m i always finding reasons to
run away from everything ? Why the
fuck cant i just face every single thing
once and for all ? Clarissa , you're such
a coward ! I look down on you , because
u're not worth to be respected bitch !
Maybe time will make you forget me
but time will make me love you more than before .
My heart longs for you , my soul dies for you ,
my eyes cry for you & my empty arms reach out for you .
I tried to forget the times he walked by,
forget the times he made me touched and cry,
forget the times he spoke my name ,
forget the times he held my hand ,
forget the times he kiss me on my cheek ,
forget the times he sang that song to me ,
forget the times he hugged me tight in the night ,
forget the times we joke and laughed on the phone ,
forget the times he accompany me during my sleepless nights .
forget the sweet things he ever said to me ,
forget the times we argue over small matters ,
forget the times he called me baby ,
but remember now he's just my friend .
Maybe not even a friend ?
I had a dream and it was about you ,
I smiled and recalled the memories we had ,
then I noticed a teardrop fell from my eyes .
Because in my dream , you kissed me , and said goodbye .
Now than i know how much i need you , but i will never hold on
to you because you deserve better girls than i do .
I'm no longer the CLARISSA you use to know , i've changed .
But why ? Why did you say goodbye when you still want to try .
Never give up when you still feel that you can take it .
Never say you no longer love a person when you can't let go .
Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does .
Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them .
I know in reality we can't be together ,
so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me ,
only in my dreams you're mine forever , right ?
I rather dream whole day , i rather dream forever ,
because i will never want to wake up and know that
this isnt reality . I understand that with loves comes pain ,
but why the fuck did i have to love so much ?!
I'm not supposed to love you ,
I'm not supposed to care ,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there ,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do,
Because you're not my boyfriend , but a friend .
Moving on is simple , it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult !
When i love him , truly loves him ,
how m i supposed to get over him?
Till now , i've believe that ,
"It takes seconds to say hello , but forever to say Goodbye ."

From Damian
If you really want to be yourself.
Dont hide your sorrow, sadness, happy and laughter .
Show them out , And you feel better and thats when you can be yourself .
No point hiding it , you are just running away from it .
Its like when you have a competition with a 10 years basketball championship
and your team just stared playing and before the match starts ,
you tell your coach you've given up .

2009-03-29T23:06:00.001-07:00

Ladies , no guy is worth your tears ,
And when you found the right one ,
he will never make you cry .
And when you really love someone ,
set it free , let the feeling decide .
If it comes back to you , its yours .
If its not , it wasnt meant to be .
But to me , love is never lost .
If not reciprocated , it will flow back ,
soften and purify the heart .

When i love someone ,
i put their name in a circle not a heart
because a heart breaks easily
when a circle goes on forever :)

I believe there are 3 great things in this world .
The first thing is for you to love someone .
The second thing is for someone to love you back
and the third greatest thing is for the first and second thing
to happen at the same time :D

To me , love is like a roller coaster.
Once you have completed the ride,
you want to go again and again .
I think most of the girls will find it true .

To ladies who love someone deeply .
Its freaking hard to pretend you love someone
when you don't but its harder to pretend that
you don't love someone when you really do , trust me .

NOTE : Love begins with a smile , grow with a kiss , and ends with a teardrop !

Darling says she's pretty again -.- wtf ! BUAY TAHAN !

Drinking :D

2009-03-29T21:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday didt meet my slackers , not even one of them , how sad .
Darling went Malaysia , night than reach home .
And she's very tired , she didt really sleep .
So i ask her to stay at home to rest lorhs .
Actually catching a movie , but i woke up damn
bloody late , so it was cancelled . Around 10 ,
went to Tmart find Priscilla , Alvin kor and
Zhengwei Daddy . After Priscilla had dinner ,
walk to meet my INTERNATIONAL DERRICK :D
i miss him freaking much laaa !
The first thing i saw him , i keep beating him and
i keep saying " You know i miss you alot mahs !"
And he replied , " Eh , beat free free ahs ?!"
Lols , its freaking long i've seen him aroung la .
Than the four of us walk to 201 because David
Uncle wants to see me . He's going police station
today , i'm praying hard for him , sighhh .

Walk all the way back to Tampines 800 plus .
Priscilla wanna pee -.- so we went mac .
Meet Jian and John at mac . Saw Yong yi with
his BOTAK head again -.- Priscilla and
i had mac for dinner . Walk to meet Federick
and Ah Boo at central park . They're drinking :D
So we join them lorhs , slackkkkk .
Send Priscilla home , than Jian .
After that they send me home :D
Thanks Federick and Ah Boo for sending me
to my doorstep worhs :D

I'm broke , seriously broke !
MONEY , I NEED MONEY !

Reply taggies .
Nick - LIAR , YOU DIDT MEET ME !
Huiyu - Welcome :D
Huifang meimei - I'm doing well , thank you :D
Ryan - HAHA , is it ?!
Jieyun - Thanks alot .
Buddy - Thanks buddy , loveeee you :D
Lihong - Baby meimei , OMG , its so freaking long
since you last tagged me ! imissyou many !
Esther babe - Thanks , i will . sighh .
Cazarine Baby - help me baby ! I'm feeling terrible now . sighhh .

O.C.H

2009-03-28T19:25:00.000-07:00

Like finally i can take a look good look at OCH :D
Meet up with Shery Darling at TM .
Than met up with Fancis Goh , waited for the two
boss -,- Randy & Andy again ANDY LAU , grrrr !
Everytime meet them , the timing all messed up
like siaos please ! Intended to watch The Unborn .
But because Francis have to work , so its was
bloody hell cancelled ! Idiot ! So angry pleaseee !
Angry plus pissed off laaaa .

Went to eat at CS food court .
Than headed to OCH :D
Took bus 29 and meet up with the rest .
Sayhaw , Wilson Chia , Darren , 2 Euguen ,
Fangqi , Merlene , Cheng Feng etc .
Was abit scary when i took the first step in .
But , luckilt Randy was there with me all the while .
Or not , i'll scream like hell please -.-

All of us was sweating like dog when we end the
whole journey walking around OCH .
Still , have to walk to the market which is
so bloody far when my legs are killing me .

Had a drink , disiao Andy Didi , laughed again .
As long as there is me , Shery , Sayhaw & Andy
we will laugh like siao please -.- Anytime & anywhere .

Finally , get to watch The Unborn :D
It was a midnight show , was kinnda scary laa :D
Randy also scare please -.-
Still act like the show isnt that scary -.-

Shery Darling have to get home after the movie ends ,
she's going in malaysia again :( She's leaving me alone
in singapore for half a day -.- i dont know if i wanna meet
Randy & Company to safra , so boreddd lehs .
Darling , faster come back accompany me lehs !
i'm missing you ok , i know you miss us too :D

Do you know how difficult it is to forget a
person even though you spend minimum time
with him/her ? I know , its damn bloody hard .
It made me cry when i think about the past .
Its breaking my heart to see so many changes
in him , his surroundings and eveything .
But can anyone tell me whats the point of
holding on ? When i dont trust him at all ?
I dont have the right to say he's not a good bf because ,
I'm stuborn , selfish & sensitive , thats
not what a good girlfriend should have either .
So , everything meant to kept deep down in my heart .
This song , i'll never forget .
Baby baby wo zhi cuo .
Xi wang ni neng yuan liang wo .
Gary fa shi hui gai guo ,
xi wang ni hai ai she wo .
Ru guo ni yi bu ai wo ,
xi wang ni neng gao shu wo .
Gary shuo sheng dui bu qi ,
ta puo ni de bo li xing .
Thanks Gary , thanks alot of allowing me
to bring this sweet memories wherever i go .
You've been a wonderful lover for the past one month .
Its after our one month , you've changed .
I dont blame you because i love you .
But eveything is over , you said before that you wont patch with
your ex girlfriend . So when you ask for patch , i dont know what to say .
Lead a good life without me alright ? Find a better one ok .
With loves , Clarissa .

Alright , i'll stop here , will update if possible .

Baby , i'm sorry .

2009-03-28T01:25:00.000-07:00

听到我的电话响了一声就暂停
会不会是你我总怀疑
因为这原因心情不稳定
我们之间的问题是我不相信你
敏感又多心怕你变了心
因为爱你害怕失去你
爱的天气总是阴晴不定
爱的情绪也在欢笑中哭泣
Baby , 想对你说声对不起
用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意
如果没有你,我的世界只剩回忆
每天只面对孤寂
已来不及再说我爱你
自从那天分手后停不住泪滴
想念一个人能忘记自己
让我爱你什麽都愿意
如果能再遇见你把你抱紧
从此不分离绝不放弃
我要告诉你 Baby , i'm sorry .

You are in a solid learning phase right now, and your mind is ready to take in new information in a serious way. Shocking or objectionable things won't turn you off as they have before, and you're ready to hear the arguments for and against issues without getting defensive or offended. Someone with a critical eye is going to point something out to you that you never knew before, and this enlightenment will make you feel like a better partner in one of your relationships.

ENJOYING :D

2009-03-28T00:39:00.000-07:00

Well , yesterday went to school to fetch my erzi and didi .
After that bused to Simei ITE with darling .
Fill forms , pay school fees , photo taking and buy uniforms .
Cabbed to darling's place to put her uniform and cabbed to bedok .
Waited for the our erzi , thet took so freaking long to reach please !
When i have not eaten my breakfast and lunch !
So , had MAC for both my lunch and dinner :D
Didt know Randy came too , forced him to tag along with us .
Took bus 14 all the way to Suntec and walk to marina .
In the bus , saw one of their irritating guy friend -.-
Keep disturing Andy Didi , *angry* how old already siol !
Please act like your age la , bloody helll . If Andy cant
take joke , i think you're already kana bashed up -.-

Reached Marina , we were all sweating like hell , the sun is
buring our skin mans ! All sweat like dog please .
Went to the washroom , than headed to Bowling centre .
Its like only Andy , Sayhaw and me wanna play .
Randy and Shery dont wanna join in the game ,
So we decided to play pool lorhs :D
Its like finally i get to play -.- everytime i go , no matter
with WHO , i dont get to play !
Only with SPC , SJPJC & Zheng yang , than i will get a
chance to play lorhs , how sad right . Lols !

After pool , went to Pizza Hut . i only ate 6 tiny drumlets .
They all had baked rice , was kinnda full after the MAC thingy .
After that took bus 36 to parkway , and took 31 to bedok inter .
Went to lepak at Andy & Randy house nearby .
Saw Joey and Hongwei . Slackedd with them for awhile
jiu cabbed home , thanks shery darling for sending me home :D

Meeting them for THE UNBORN later .
Sighhh , why m i watching a horror movie with a BOYFRIEND !
But whatever la , who cares ! Nbcbccbnbcb ! *ANGRY*
Ok , i'm going to bath and prepare already .

NICHOLAS CHEW :D imissyou manys la ,
hope that you're doing fine in camp ok ?
Dont miss me too much ok ? Laughs ! When
will i get to see your botak head ! meet up soon ,
dont force me to go Jurong find you -.-
Ohhhh yaaaa , you owe me a birthday present !
Prepare it ok , i will get it from you soon :D lols !

Reply Taggies .
Yizhen - Alright , you're welcome :D i'm strong !
Sandra - Alright , Linked :D
Shery Darling - What anyhow , you and your precious son
FORCE me to write one ok ! Lols !
Huifang meimei - Thanks girl :D meet up soon .
YQ - Hey what hey , smack you ahs dumb dumb -.-
Huiyu - Linked you and tagged already yo .

Memories are back .

2009-03-26T06:42:00.000-07:00

hThis might not be a news to EVERYONE .
But yes , i've broken up with my current bf .
Last night we had a talk and this is the last decision .
All the best for his new school and good luck :D

Monday we went to watched Coming Soon .
With Shery Darling :D freaking scary pleaseee .
Tell you what , Darling seriously waste her money -.-
She's like covering her face when the show is at
the most scary part ! Wth -.- She say she CLEVER -.-
Wed , Frederick , Darling and me went CS to watch
Hotel For Dogs , jiahao's movie -.- *no offence*
Yesterday met up with my erzi and didi :D
Andy Lau Jun Hao and Wong Sayhaw .
Went 85 and had supper , went seperate ways after that .

Darling went home , Andy went home , sayhaw went to find
his friends while me , follow Alicia to bedok south .
Cabbed home soon after . Alicia they all slacked at my house
void deck , and guess what ? Jie , Kor and comapny came all the way to
my house too . And thats when i had a talk with him .
Went for prata and slacked at 800 plus .
went home at 6am . Sleep all the way till 4pm -.-

My bad , i was suppose to meet Darling at 12 plus ,
but shit , i woke up so late please ~
So , i make Andy , Sayhaw and my Cheng Darling
came all the way to my house and shouted CLARISSA CHOO !
Wtf -.- Went to prepare and cabbed to bedok north to solve their daiji .
Which is so lammeeeee -.- No fight , no nothing , make my stomach
grumble like hellll . Darling also hungry plesse -.-
Went to 511 market and had dinner .
Now at Andy Lau Jun Hao .
He ask me to say he is damn good -.-!
Now we're going back tamp .

Reply taggies .
Yizhen - ok , i reply your msg already .
Steff - imissyou toos !
Jasmine - Hahaha , ok ! you link me too k !
Sandra - Ok , i will tagg you now . Link me !
Shery Darling - Lols ! You're right beside me -.-
Damian - Call away ? i'm not lynette lehs , lols -.-
k la , anw , thanks !
KORKOR - Ok , i will bear in mind what you told me .
thanks kor :D loveeeeee youuu :D

I dont know who to trust already .
So , the best is to trust myself .
i felt that SPC is back , but priscilla enjoying herself at chalet .
Bloody helll , never meet us for like so many days .
K la , will have pictures soon .
Oh , im not working at Bugis already , bloodyshit .
The boss thinks that he got big company ! Asshole !
If SPC is back , i will gain back my trust by then .

25th March .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIAU CAI SHUN :D
I told shery that its his birthday ,
And shery sms him to wish him .
He reply that im the one who told shery its his bday .
And kana scolded by shery because , he misunderstand
because she remember his birthday by heart already .
And shery replied FUCK YOU la -.-
Everytime kana scolded by shery lorhs and its
EVERYTIME . Lols !
Alright , long post mans , byeeees !
Lastly , thanks to ANDY LAU JUN HAO ! -.-
he ask me to repeat to post his -.-

NOTE : Stay happy always .
Darling says she's pretty plus sexy -.-
LIKE MOTHER LIKE SON -.-
Pretty and handsome :D
Being forced .

Dearest of the dearest :D

2009-03-22T05:07:00.000-07:00

Cazarine Koh Fang Qi .
You're the closest to me now ,
if i cant even trust you , who can i trust ?
Who can i turn to when i'm down .
I dont mean to say all my friends are useless ,
but you see the point is , i cant be there when
they needed me , and they wont be there when
i needed them . Friends come and go , only true friends
stay . And after so long , SPC gone , CPS gone , i've lost total
trust on friendship . i'm like a 24/7 girlfriend now .
But whatever it is , i wanna thank you for not leaving me
alone at times i needed you the most ok ? iloveyou :D

Alright , i'm going for my mahjong game already . ciaos !

Wati , the day you left , sigh .

2009-03-20T22:33:00.000-07:00

Aunty Wati ,
You left this house today .
We cant hear your laughter anymore .
We cant see you anywhere anymore .
You promise me that you will write letter
to us ok , its a promise . I misses you , alot .
You made me cry when i wrote this post .
I have no one to talk to in the night when i
cry because you're always the one who accompany
me during my sleepless nights . I have no one to
cook for me when i knock off from work .
I've no one to pack my stuff when i messed up
my room . I've no one to accompany for a walk in the
night . Because all that somebody is you .
Seriously , i'm crying like a dog now -.-
I swear i'm gonna make you my aunty again !

Today off again , the boss so funny lorhs ,
I took three days off already , yet weekend off again -.-
like so dumb lorhs , go there work one day nia , kns .
Texted Shery yesterday , had a good talk with her .
And , she told me she's running like an asshole today ,
because 30% promotion -.- i wanted to go and look for
her , but she ask me not to because she's busy i guess .
She told me something which makes me think whole night .
"Only the closest person can hurt a human being especially
the closest of the closest " Yes , and i seriously agree .

Alright , m i going anywhere today ?
I guess not , because no one ask me out :}
I'll post if there's anymore changes made today :]

Reply taggy .
Yizhen - Ok , i shall write to you if i wanted to :]
loveeee youuuu darling :]

2009-03-19T11:35:00.000-07:00

Bee , i really loves you .
I know that i'm dumb , i didt really
know how to express it out , but dear ,
cant you see my love for you ?
I just hope that you can sms me
throughout the night , call me the first
thing you wake up with your sleepy
voice and say goodmorning baobei .
i'm gonna make you mine , trust me .
Time will prove everything . Because
only god knows how much i love you .
I wanna make the whole world knows that
you're mine . i'm gonna let the whole world
know i love you :) Although i might be a little
stubborn at times , but thanks for putting up
with me for so long . I could see the changes made
in you , seriously . I wanted to say thank you , but
it sounds formal , so i could only replace it with i love you .
Thanks for changing your attitude towards me .
Thanks for showing your care and concern for me without
fail . Thanks for staying up late at night during my sleepless nights .
Lastly , thanks for being there whenever i needed you most .
Take good care because i cant be there to take care of you .
I'm working & you're starting school soon .
Remember what i say ok ? The girls there ... not good .
Because i'm the best :] Goodnight !

SOCCER MATCH :]

2009-03-19T01:44:00.000-07:00

Continue from yesterday's post .
Bring esther back to baby's place .
Went for sushi with baby , his mummy , Dalston and
two sisters at Tampines Swimming Complex .

Went TM to shop for awhile and i bused to
find my dearest buddy . Had a good talk with her
though its a short one :) Miss her real much .
I'm like thinking when's the last time i saw her mans .
Like months ? Lols ! Recieve a big hug from her before
i left her place , she sent me all the way to main road
and i took cabby there .

Cabbed to Tmart , find baby & company .
They decided to play soccer at this hour , like 1 am ?
Walk all the way from 300 plus to 800 plus -.-
I got lots of photos to share man ! will be posting it soon .
Baby came my house and stay because it was raining
heavily when he sent me home . And we woke up
at 3 plus . Now waiting for Alvin kor to send her baby
home and we meeting him back to Tmart for their
basketball match . Ok , i'm going to get prepared , ciaos !

Reply taggies .
Huifang meimei - Lols , okok , but i'm off some days .
Yizhen - Please , imissyou tooo !
Huiyu - Thanks , i'll stay happy , you too yeahs !

2009-03-18T03:33:00.000-07:00

1.Besides you lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
-neck ?
2.How do u feel when you wake up this morning?
-Happy , because the first thing i woke up this morning , i saw baby :]
3.Who was the last person you took photo with?
-JIE :D
4.Would you consider to be spoiled?
-Yes , by everyone :]
5.Would you ever donate blood?
-No , only if i cant get rid of the scary feeling .
6.Have you had a good friend of an opposite sex?
-Yes .
7.Do you want somebody dead?
-NO !
8.What does ur last text msg say?
-I thought you at home , from Alvin kor.
9.What are you thinking right now?
-I wanna last with baby .
10.Do you wish soneone was with you right now?
-No , baby is right beside me :]
11.When did you go to sleep last night?
-6.45 am
12.Where did you bought your T-shirt that you are wearing now?
-Bugis Street .
13.Is someone in your mind right now?
-Yes .
14.Who is the last person who texted you?
-Alvin Kor.
15.People tagged to do this quiz?
-Follow my links in order .
16.Who is 2 having a relationship with?
- Priscilla Darling ? No one .
17.Is 3 a female or male?
-Male .
18.If 7 and 10 gets together will it be a good thing?
-Both are ladies lehs ! Lols .
19.What is 1 studying about?-
20.Is 4 single?-Ya .
21.Say something about 5.-
She's Cute !
22.What do you think about 3 and 6 together?
-Impossible ! Lol !
23.Describe no.9
-Dont know what to say about her .
24.What will you do if 6 & 7 fights?
-I will see how serious , i will stop them if possible .
25.Do you like no.8?
-I dont link people i dont like .

COOL OUTING :D

2009-03-18T01:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday afternoon , bring my Grandma to swensen :D
I seriously think that she enjoyed it alot !
Which makes me feel that i should treat her
good as to repay her for what she've done for me
along the years . Since i was born , till i'm primary
school and secondary school , she's the one who took
good care of me , i really love her alot .
So god , i beg you dont take her away from me ,
because , iloveher .

Alright , stop being so EMO . Lols !
Yesterday suppose to meet up with baby and xiaovin
at Yishun -.- because xiaovin want me to take number
from a girl who's working there -.-
But end up , they came inter to meet the rest .
Jiahao , Jasmine , Alvin , Serene & co .

Bused to t-mart .
slackkkk there , chit-chat .
Than jie came , Jiahao's cousin .
They had meeting , while the ladies was
left alone at another table . After their meeting
session , the ladies went over . Chit-chat & smoked .
Jasmine's and serene's cousin wanted to bring them out .
Alvin and Jiahao have to follow . So jie decided to drive us
there too :] Me , Fuhao , Jiahao and Baby follow jie's car ,
while Alvin , Jasmine and Serene follow their cousin's car .
Went to Lau Pa Sat , had lots of delicious stuff !
Thanks Jie for the treat ! Had lala , my favourite ! :P

Than drive us back to T-mart because Fuhao have to pass
Lan shop keys to the lady boss or whoever .
After that went Airport to celebrate Serene's bday .
Went Swensens again , lols . after everything ends ,
Jasmine and Serene left with their cousin .
Around 2 plus , craving for popeyes , but its closed !
So went to have kaya toast .
Was rushing for the last skytrain before maintanance .
Baby so funny laa , keep making me laugh !
Because there was one guy , his sleeping position
damn sexy la . i didt notice because we were seriously
rushing for the last train laaa . and he's like keep saying ,
" that guy so sext siol " WTH , i kept laughing laaa , idiot baby .
Than Jie drive us to T-mart to slackkkk again .
Now than i know how's the postitude looks like -.-!
Jie drive us back home & slept at baby's place till morning .

Woke up , his mummy bought mac for us , lols .
So good right ? But i was damn full , so i shared with
my maid . Oh my f-god , my maid is leaving this sat .
I'm gonna diee without her ! i'm gonna do all my stuff by myself
again , shitty . sighhhhhh !
Esther came out with me and she's with me at my house now .
Baby , i think your sister will grow fatter if she's staying at my house .
She ate my frenchfries , drank my coke , and ate my mum's honey biscuit -.-
See , she ate so much please ! lols ! alright , meeting my buddy later .
But i'm meeting baby and his mummy for dinner before meeting
my dearest buddy :] ciaos !

Reply to taggies :]
Cazarine baby - iloveyou too !
Huifang meimei - Haha , second floor :]
Steffi - relinked already ! Heh :]
Sandra - of course gary will . meet u soon ok ! loveee !
Passer-by - The title is ZhiDao .
Liying bf baby - Lols , you than cute la , fullstop !
Yizhen - Thanks secret keeper , love you laaa .
Priscilla Darling - Lols , no more . they lame laaa .
Kailing - next time k ? lols , i busy siol .

Late Updates :]

2009-03-14T11:05:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the super late updates !
I'm so busy with work , work and WORK !
Just sign up a line , got an iphone :)
Not bad , i like it f-lots !

Next week gonna take off and accompany
my dear buddy to shop for more clothings
for her new school :) And i really need to see
her because i miss her f-lots too ! Laughs !
She's in the same school as my boyfriend , RP .

There's so many sweeties tagged me with
their love , care & concern ! I'm alright now ,
no worries ok darlings ! i'll be fine :)

I'm so gonna post this !
To the Fat Ass .
Wanna talk something bad about me ,
come to my face and tell me straight :)
Arent you just jealous because no guys
wanna buy you drink when you're thirsty ,
nobody buy you food when you're hungry &
nobody to chat with you like your skinny bitch ?
You wanna slim down ? Dont waste money la ,
i think slimming centre also cant help you .
Might as well donate your OIL to ESSO or SPC ?
And one more thing i need to ask you ,
IS THAT THE BEST YOU CAN GIVE ?
AWW , YOU TOTALLY DISAPPOINT ME :)
And to your Skinny bitch .
No , you're not that skinny , because
you're so freaking tall , thats all .
And so what he's your bf ? When i
dont think he really care about you , lols !
And excuse me , did you say that i keep
looking at you ? Oh no , if you're not
looking at me , how you know i'm looking at
you ? Third eye ? And yes , i did look at you ,
because i wanna see why he got such a bad taste .
Hey come on la , how old are you ? Wanna step
one ahlians ? last time poilce wear short pants lehs !
Small girl , go home and ask your mum to buy you milk la -.-
Lols , you get what i mean ? Wanna step on my tail , think twice !

This is what happen when childish people dont know how to
think , and they think so highly of themselves ! Laughs !

Alright , tomorrow is my off day man ! Finally can rest ,
but i need to shop because that day , baby curse us , and it
rained which is equals to no shopping ! Grrr ! Baby , please
dont curse us tomorrow ok ! Lols !

Whaa , today LIVERPOOL VS MAN U .
I was working and i heard " GOAL!"
I'm like thinking , WHO GOAL ?!
Called baby , and yes , he's also very GAN JIONG !
because penalty kick mahs , lols !
And the game ends with LIVERPOOL 4 &
MAN U 1 :))) Yeahs , LIVERPOOL WON !
alright , goodnight !

Reply taggies !
Huifang meimei - Oh , i'm working at HOMEGROUND .
look for the shop name k ?
Cazarine Baby - Thanks baby ! loveeee youuu ohhh !
Liying bf baby - Lols , cute la you ! Love you dear !
Yizhen - sighhh , i'm not ok , secret keeper help me !
Sweetheart - Sweetie , i miss you !
'' - ohhh , its ok , thanks anw :]
Baby - yeahs , LIVERPOOL FAN'S WIFE -.-
Sandra - Sighh , i'm just vexed .
Ling - Ok ! when ?! Lols !
Kailing - Link lerhs :] Love you too !

PS:I dont care you'll be my burden ,
as long as we truly loves one another :)

I'm giving up .

2009-03-08T22:45:00.000-07:00

Dear diary , seriously , i'm giving up .
I just simply cant take it anymore .
I'm tired of trying so hard to lead a simple life .
I just want a simple life , as simple as possible .
Hey , i just wanna tell you i hate you .
But , you're my dearest's love , fcuk !
This is a secret , what's a secret ?
Meaning its not meant to share with
ANYONE . Thanks .
I mean i dont fcuk care you wanna
talk to who , because you're not someone
important to me either , do whatever you
want , because i'm tired of talking and
arguing . FUCK FUCK FUCK ~
I shouldt have went to see your
blog , because i know i shouldt have
click onto your link . What's worse ,
saw some conversations which was't
meant for me to see , FCUK !

What do you want from me , i'm
starting to grow fear in you , go
away from me asap . Because ,
i hate you , now and forever .
I'll not do anything about it
before you do , because i dont
wanna care anymore . GET IT ?!
I'm just playing my part .
And i'm playing by the rules , you're not .
So , break whatever rules you want ,
fcukkkkkkk itttttt !

Sorry to vent all my anger out there .
I just cant take it anymore , i need a break .
And , anyone please lend me a shoulder ,
i'm tired , very very tired .

Clarissa has to be strong .
Clarissa is strong .
Clarissa is VERY STRONG .
And yes , she will stay strong .
Whatever ! whats the point of
writing so many things here .
No one will ever understands me
even my parents , so do you think
you can ? Please dont act as if you
know me , because you dont !
Yes , i mean EVERYONE .

Ok , i'm going out now . Bye .

Raining , how to shop ?!

2009-03-08T21:41:00.000-07:00

Rain rain go away , please come again another day .
I'm going shopping today , dont ruin my day please .
I think baby is cursing us today , thats why raining .
Lols , push the blame to baby , lols ! Please stop raining :(

There's one stry book , i think i'm gonna love it .
I'm so gonna buy it later :]
Its called , Disgraced .
Its about a lady , who is forced to married a stranger .
Betrayed by her own family .
And even sold her body to survive . WTF !
I mean , even she die also dont sell body la , its precious !
But we've not been in her situation , we will never know
the reason why she's doing all these for . But , damn pathetic
please ! I WANNA BUY !! I DONT CARE !!

My baby still sleeping , so PIG lorhsss !
But , we turn in real late last night .
Rain stop , i'll prepare to go to baby's house lerhs .
Please stop RAINING , ROAR !
Byeeee :]

2009-03-08T14:03:00.000-07:00

Baby , 我喜欢你吻我的时候
看你专注的低头
像永远不够
我喜欢你叫我的名字
一副若无其事的
又像公开的密秘
好想你不停止
好想你我爱你写在手心
你笑容你触碰还是让我心动
好想你不停止
好想你我爱你
给我勇气
那包容那悸动都是我珍藏的内容
被爱的光荣好几次
我怕会来不及还没抱够你
不管我是你几分之几
我只要爱你

Working Life or Love life ?

2009-03-08T10:50:00.000-07:00

Most of the dearest are gonna start their busy life .
Kor going army lerhs , gonna miss him very much .
Baby going to start his school soon , yet i didt have
time for him due to working . And i dont even know
when the hell i can start my private poly . i'm
oh-so boreddd with working life . But , no choice .

Tomorrow is my day off , gonna shop with baby's mum .
And of course my dear baby gonna go with us , right honey ?
I know it will be boredddd for him to shop with us , but
he still have to because i'm his GIRLFRIEND and she is his MUM:]
this two ladies are the one he LOVE the most , so he have to :P
I'm so sorry baby , tomorrow will be hard on you , lols .
Your boringggg day starts tomorrow alright , get more rest ok !

I'm so moody please , maybe due to some ladies problems i
have this week :X i hope this will end soon , please .
Just bought a handbag for baby's mum and myself few days ago .
Hope she'll like it because i like it very much :]

Ohhh yaaa ! On our 1st month anni , baby's a very good bf
for the day :] brought me to swensen even though i didt
eat alot , sorry honey . I had baked rice and baby had seafood pasta .
He's enjoying his food laaa , while me not really enjoying my food .
But seriously , i'm full seeing him enjoying his food , lols .
No present , no surprises , but contented .
I did went to work that day , and baby came to fetch me :]
The next day , all my friends ask me , your bf ahs .
Like so obvious laaa , who the hell will hold a guy's hand when
he's not your bf -.- and they say my baby is handsome , OMG -.-
Handsome also must be a good boyfriend lorhs , OK !
After swensen , went for a show , Look For A Star , nice show :]
Than we took bus 23 . Baby didt send me to my door step , how
sad righttt , lols ! No la , fake fake fake fake fake .

Tomorrow where should we go , still thinking lehs .
Where is the best place to shop , sians . Singapore so small .
I think let his mummy decide where to go , i'll just follow .
Lols , i think i'm gonna turn in early , or not cant wake up .
Good night everyone , wont be able to update everyday .
Because i'm WORKING , wtf ! Ciaos !

Ohhh , have to reply taggy :]
Xin - Not very expensive , if you're student , 8 dollars .
adult 12 to 13 dollars .
Fangqi Baby - IMISSYOU TOO !
!Ally - ohhh , ya , thats the show i'm referring .
Xiangping - Thanks :]
'' - You're ? cutie face ? Lols , thanks ?
Huifang meimei - Hello meimei !
Jpop - Please dont linger around in my blog , you're
not welcome , thanks :]

Do i look like i care ?

2009-03-01T19:48:00.000-08:00

Try to spend some time interacting with the few people
who don't always agree with everything you say.
Whether they hail from different backgrounds,
cultures or religions than you, they see the world from
a different perspective -- and it can be very interesting
to hear what they have to say about recent events.
At the very least, it will be a good learning experience.
When you only hang out with like-minded people,
you miss out on some opportunities.
Lols , meaning i have to spend time with retards ?!
Because all my friends are supportive rather than
not agreeing with me :] So , i've to find retard lo .

Yes i care , i really care .
Thinking of all the problems
we have now , its not doing
much help in improving
this relationship , sigh !

After 3 days of work at bugis ,
tiring but i'm enjoying myself
working there at the same time .
Having so many new friends to
joke around . Xiaofeng; tiny little girl ,
Roger; joker , Qiuping; Dajie , Shirlie ; Cutie pie
& etc . No matter how tired m i in the morning
to go to work , i still get myself out from bed ,
pull myself to work , because i know
everything will be find with them around :]

What's so special tomorrow ?
ONE MONTH ANNI WITH MR CHAN LORRR !
Laughs ! i think i need to take off tomorrow too .
Baby's going for interview . But i'm not
going with him to accompany him there . He is
going with his friend . So , all the best baby , good luck :]
We might be going for a show or something ?
He's just not up to you ? Lols ! Heard from them ,
this show is not really " for-a-guy " show , its boring
to guys , but i wanna watch it laaaaa ~
I know baby will watch this show with me no matter
its gonna make him sleep in the cinema , ZzzZZ !
Lols , i think i'm going over to baby's house now .
He said he miss me , OMG , HE MISS ME ! Lols !
Baby asked me if i wanna go over for dinner on wed .
I thought what special day , than he replied ,
" Must be special day than can ask you come over my
house for dinner meh ? You are my girlfriend leh . "
Lols , so cuteee right ? sometime i really buay tahan
his cuteness laaaaa . LOLS ! &&&& i heard him repeating
this alot of time , almost everyday . It goes like this ,
Baby : Eh baby , i got a secret to share with you .
Me : What ?
Baby : Today i take a look at the mirror , and i found out
i become more good-looking as days goes by leh !
Me : -.- ! ok , i know , you very SHUAI -.-!
He's telling me this every single day please ! OMG .

Replies to taggy .
Gina ; okok :] Carol have my number , can get from her ?
! ; er , changed hairstyle long ago le :]
Jpop ; Dont act as if you know me , thanks :]
Xiangping ; nope , not changing , why ?

她让你憔悴许多
她让你不知所措
她的一举一动
你不停的对我说
我微笑倾听你说
我却越听越心痛
怎么你说的不是我
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候
我想知道
她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我却不在你的心中逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动
你让我憔悴很多
你让我不知所措
你一举一动我的心被牵着走
她不经意的走过你就把我给冷落
嫉妒把我给吞没
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候
我想知道
她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂
为什么我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我却不在你的心中逗留
我想知道
她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动
我知道了她哪里比我好更多
在你心中我永远不可能会让你心动
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我在你心中没有她多

I dont know why , dont ask me why .

2009-02-25T07:55:00.000-08:00

Today is my first day of work .
Damn unlucky pleaseeee .
Was late for work , mobile line cut off ,
dressing sucks . shittyyy !
Why m i late ? Because i cant
sleep last night and woke
up late this morning .
Why mobile line cut off ?
Because my mum didt pay
outstanding fees which is 200 plus .
Why dressing sucks ?
Because , i'm too rush ! damn it !
But luckily when i reached there ,
the shop just opened . And
i've to start helping out .
Blah blah blah ~
Was't that tiring , kinda enjoying ?
My Boss damn good please .
I dont think i can find another
boss exactly like him .
He does't scold me , does't show
black faces , allowed to take pay
every two weeks and flexible
hours to choose :] And i found
out the people there are so
friendly even though they got
the " AH LIAN" faces . LOL !
I hope i would enjoy myself working
there , happy working :]

I dont know why , i have this feeling
that i've never stepped in your life
before , m i thinking too much ?
Did we take time to know what
we really want in our life ?
M i the right person for you ?
Maybe once we're together ,
all these does't matter . But ,
what if we regretted ? I feel that
my heart is so empty , i dont know
why , dont ask me why .
Is it just me? Giving all of the blame,
Disguising myself ,I just don't feel the same.
I know you still sms her , dont denied ,
I didt wanna blame you because i know
i cant stop you and i make myself like
a fool . I don’t know if you’re pushing me
away or pulling me closer . I don’t know
where I stand & I don’t know what you
want from me Or if you care at all .
I can’t read minds I don’t know .
where I stand . Are you pushing
me away Or are you going to
finally let me in ? I'm sorry .
Tell me , when should i let go .
Pictures taken on Tuesday .

KTV :]

2009-02-23T20:21:00.000-08:00

Today we're going KTV , at bedok .
Not very sure who's going .
Confirmed going are Me , Baby ,
Alvin kor , Zheng wei daddy ,
Ah boy , Esther , Sandra , Jiahao & Derrick .
The rest i not sure . i've booked
two rooms :] ohhh yaa , my ah ma
going too ! i asked her to tagg along :]
Because i see she's like so lonely at home
so i asked her to come too :] hope
she will enjoy with us around .

In the morning gave jiahao morning call .
Than Alvin kor , the last one was baby .
Because i know baby easy to wake him up derhs .
But they talk to me in the phone , exactly the same -.-
I said hello ? and their voice so SLEEPY please .
They were all like , ah ? ok ? wake up already .
So hopefully they really awake laaaa .

And seriously need to take photos to blog le !
All the post like so sians please , no photos .
Ok , i have to prepare le :] Byeeeee !

Baby , i'm in love with you .

2009-02-23T00:06:00.000-08:00

Baby , this is for you .
你微微的笑温暖我心
让我有了冲劲动力
于是我又鼓起了勇气
决定要疯狂爱上你
千千万万的爱意等不及
凉风徐徐的提醒我和你
只欠一句我爱你
没胆亲口告诉你
想要照顾你好好疼你
只差一句你答应
点头说你也愿意
和我在一起手牵着你
紧紧抱着你
盛夏的回忆
再偷偷想起你
就是剩下的唯一
我站在这里
用最真的心想对你说
请相信我们之间的距离
手牵着你,紧紧抱着你.

Baby , thanks for being there
during my sleepless nights .
I'm sorry that i have to make
you wait for me to sleep before
you do . Thanks for doing so much for me .
You told me you hate sluts who snatched
other people's boyfriend , i dont know
why i feel so blessed to have you around .
But i hope that , what you said to me its true .
Thanks for everything . You're mine , baby :]

Today its the 20th we're together .
So far , only that night we had a little
arguement . So far , not yet , and i hope
this stays forever . I know nothing last
forever , but i still hope and wish , you
can fulfil it for me . I promise i wont be
like your ex , treat you like a dog .
I promise i wont mention the word
break-up whenever we argue .
You promise you dont too ok ?

Still remember yesterday i was in the
bus , messaging with baby .
I told him i would skinned the girl
alive if she dares to snatch him away
from me . And he replied me that he
love violent women -.- So cute right ?!
Sometimes i really cant stand him ,
make me so angry but cant denied
he's cute la . He's trying to make me smile :]
Thanks baby ! I know baby will smile
when he sees this .
BABY IS CUTE & HANDSOME :]
Laughs , baby i believe you're laughing .
He always tell me something .
Baby : Bee , i got a secret to share with you .
Me : What ?
Baby : Today i look at the mirror and i saw something .
Me: Saw what ?
Baby: A VERY HANDSOME GUY LA !
Me : Laughs ! -.- !
And from that day on , whenever he tell me
this secret , i know what to say to him .
Baby :Bee i got a secret to tell you .
Me : Ok , i know what , you wanna tell me
that today morning , you look at the mirror and
saw a handsome guy right ? -.-
Good idea , so eh wont repeat himself again and
again . Lols ! He got alot of lame stuff to talk about .
Yesterday i thought he moody , so i ask him to share leh .
And know what he reply ?
Share leh (Chalet) at downtown east -.-!
Alright , i'm going sports hall le , ciaos !

Darling , are you meeting me ?
I miss you :]

Baby , imissyou .

2009-02-22T05:27:00.000-08:00

Oh my , baby got curfew le .
How m i gonna spend my time with him ?
Baby , i'm missing you .
I'm gonna start work soon ,
yet i didt have the time to spend with you .
I'm seriously suffering , alot .
How i wish i could hug you day and night ,
be with you every single second and min .
I just wannna let you know ,
i miss you lots . Are we drifting ?

Short but Sweet :]

2009-02-22T01:38:00.000-08:00

Your friends finally have some free time and they're in the mood to have some fun -- so it's the perfect time to go out together and make memories with your favorite people! Try to do something that requires a lot of high energy -- like playing sports or going out dancing. You might not feel like getting physically active right now, but as the day goes on you're going to get more and more antsy. You'll love the chance to work out all that energy and have fun at the same time.

Yesterday went fuhao's working place .
Than went home to bath and changed .
All decided to go the Sandy's Chalet .
Went there , introduce the guys to her .
Slacked awhile jiu go off lerhs .
Didt know why fuhao so angry but
i guess he have his own reasons ?

So all decided to go park .
Baby and Xiaovin left .
Because baby got curfew .
Xiaovin went home to change .
So sad lo , baby left me alone .
But seriously we did enjoy ourselves .
Played alot of games with them .
And OMG , i saw something i shouldt
be seeing . Swee Kheng , please dont
do that again , its very OMG please .
I guess only his brothers know what i meant .
Around 6 plus , walked all the way to bus stop .
Took bus number 3 . Me and kor alight first .
Reached kor's place , bathed jiu sleep le , lols .

Baby , i'm sorry to let you worry .
Got kor around , you should know
that no one would bully me right :]
And yes , they did take good care of me ,
So , dont worry ok ? you should know
i love you more than you do , and you're
part of my life now . i'm growing
confidence in the relationship , all
thanks to you , making me feel so loved
by you . Now you're shopping with your
mummy , laughs ! next time must dragged
you along to go shopping with me ! i dont
care , because i'm your girlfriend ! LOL !
If you love me , you can bear the suffering
shopping with me and your mum , right
baby ? i know you dotes and love us the
most , because we love you too ! LOL !

To BlogAdmin .
Yes , me and Mr.Liau over le .
There's nothing much to explain
what happen between the two
of us . If he's happy leading his
new life , and i'm happy too ,
why not ? i see no point holding
on this relationship if both of
us is not doing anything .
There's simply no more trust
between us , get it ?
Thanks for asking anw :]

Alright , i shall stop here .
Kor going xiaovin's working
place at Tmart . I have to go
home le . Sians ZzZz ! &&& imissyou ,
GARY CHAN MUN CHONG !

I'm Sorrys .

2009-02-21T00:59:00.000-08:00

Yesterday so many things happen .
First , they wanted to go town but
cancelled last min because lack of
cash for cabby fares . Than Kor
suggested to watch movie , after
movie than buy cheevas/martell ?
Some was so turn off laaaa , show
no interest in the planning at all .
Make my darling priscilla wait ,
make my precious kor dulan ,
make baby so dulan over the
planings too . Hey guys , please la ,
its Jiahao's birthday lehs , have some
form of respect laaaa . sighhhhh .

Went out smoke , slacked .
Saw Junting , Angel Baobei and Huiyu .
talk to them , than they finally suggested
to go town . But , they so unlucky please ,
no more trained -.- So went to JAZZ.PUB.
Whao , Baby allow me to drink siol .
Had few cups only , and i'm not easily drunk :]
Or shall i say , i've never drunk before ? Lols .
We changed seats , and some played pool .
OMG , I GOT A MUMMY LE -.-
Zhengwei daddy got girlfriend le , so fast please -.-
They just know each other not more than a day
jiu together le ? Fast game , lols .

Derrick lost his phone , and Jiahao went in to find .
But derrick was kinda dulan because he lend his
phone to take photos , end up didt take good care of
his phone . So he just shouted and say somethings
not very nice . make Fuhao and Jiahao got the wrong
idea that someone wants to find problem with derrick .
Fuhao started to shout , and Jiahao also started too .
They wanted to pick a fight on each other .
Everyone tried to stop . End up , more ppl fighting -.-
Fuhao , Jiahao , Derrick , Ronson & Zhengwei .
Jiahao took off his clothes , Derrick also .
Fuhao unbutton his clothes , Zhengwei also .
I dont know that the fuck is happening , but
i just know that its not very nice to fight between
brothers in front of so many outsiders . And moreover ,
its jiahao's birthday lehs , its like what the fuck ?

Than a guy came over our table and talk big , sucky .
Guess he's a police of whatever -.- SO WHAT ?!
So , Kor , Fuhao , Me and baby took a cab .
In the cabby Baby had a tiff with his dad on the phone .
So we dropped baby at his housevoid deck and cabbed
baby to 201 . reached 201 cabbed back to baby's place .
Because baby's dad wanna punish baby on front of
them . So poor thing please . But what the fuck can i
do ? i'm only a GIRLFRIEND , and a useless one .

Baby , i'm sorry that i cant help you .
Cant even be there for you when you cry .
Cant even lend you a shoulder to cry .
Cant even hug you in the night when you're cold .
Cant even lend you a listening ear when you're vexed .
Cant even be there to help you talk to your parents .
I just feel that i'm not the one you need in your
arms everynight . I felt so useless when i cant do anything
about it . only stand behind the wall , hear you explaining .
What else can i do ? NOTHING .
But baby , i just wanna let you know ,
at anytime if you need anyone , find me .
Because i can be there for you , make me believe
CLARISSA IS A GOOD GIRLFRIEND AND NOT A
USELESS ONE , ok ? Iloveyou :]

Stayover at kor's place .
Woke up at five plus . His
mummy cook lunch for us .
Baby came over , and now i've
to change and going over fuhao's place . ciaos !

Tomorrow is Jiahao's Birthday :]

2009-02-20T04:49:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAHAO :]
May everything turn out good for you .
Study hard for your future ok ?
I'll pray hard that you'll find a girlfriend
soon or get together with someone you like now .

Yesterday night didt really sleep well .
Early in the morning around 7 plus ,
bathed and bused to baby's place .
Accompany him eat , than went to buy
mac breakfast for myself . Met Damian ,
bused to Redhill and baby went interview .

Trained to Bugis , my interview :]
The boss made me wait very long please .
At first told me 3 , than 4 -.- KNS !
Was sooooo sleepy that me and damian
fell asleep -.- while baby , SMSING .
Around 4 plus , Damian left .
And finally , boss came , went interview .
Sucessful :] And the boss damn good .
Every 2 weeks jiu can take pay le :]
Good right ?! so i might start asap .
So ppl , free jiu visit me there .
Bused home , bathed had dinnner jiu walk
to lanshop find Zhengwei daddy & co .
Later going out with them .
Hopefully can get some pictures to post
later :] So many ppl going , it'll be fun .
There's Zhengwei daddy , Alvin Kor ,
Ronson , Ahboy , Swee Keng , Fuhao ,
Erwin , Xiaovin , Jiahao , Jasmine ,
Yao , Me and Baby :] Alright , will update asap ,
BYEEEEE !

CAN YOU STOP HARASSING ME ?!

2009-02-19T07:45:00.000-08:00

To: Someone who's so DESPO .
Eh , please la . Can you just stop bothering me .
I have a boyfriend , mind you . Don keep asking
me to meet you and etc , because i wont .
I dont know where the hell did you get my
number from but please stop smsing me or
either call me because i wont answer or neither
will i reply you , freak . Its late midnight ,
if you dont wanna have some sleep , i do !
So please stop it ! Don make me go to the police ok .
Want me to lie to my boyfriend because of you ?
What a joke , do you think i will ? if i will , i'm the
biggest fool in the whole bloody world ! You should
be proud that i post about you , and guess what ?
you're famous already :] my topic of the day .

Tomorrow gonna accompany baby to redhill .
He's going for interview . While me , going
Bugis for interview :] Hope the pay and everything
is good la :] Heh ! alright , i need to sleep le , goodnight !

Just remember i'll be there for you .

2009-02-18T23:57:00.000-08:00

Not everyone is as on top of the details today as you are, so it's not wise to expect too much from other people. The sooner you realize that you need to go it alone, the better. They are just working at their own pace and abilities, and you can't rush them. Instead of getting frustrated waiting for them to catch up, just go off and take care of other things. Keep yourself busy. You'll feel fewer restrictions on your options, and they will feel less pressure from you.

Yesterday went down to 345 .
Baby and company playing basketball .
I'm just sitting down there , watching them
play . Was kinda enjoying myself because
i love basketball . Its just that i dont know how
to play by the rules , so many rules -.-!
And my 3 pointer just suckssss . Most of
the time , its air-ball -.-! so irritating .
I was playing basketball alone at the
other half of the court while baby join me .
HAHA , my 2 pointer damn pro ok !
No matter how pro is baby , he still lose to
my 2 pointer derhs ! LOL ! right baby ? :X

Baby , thanks for your accompany last night .
even though your eyes are gonna close , you
still wanna make sure i sleep before you do .
Thanks baby :] Can we be like this forever ?
Will you ever get bored with me ? will you ever
find me irritating ? the answer is NO , because
baby loves me more than anyone does , right ?
I'm sorry that yesterday i have so many negative
thinkings in my mind that makes you feel so hurt
and makes you feel so useless . No , its not your
fault . So please dont feel bad ok ? iloveyou .

Today me and baby mostly not going out ,
which means i dont get to see baby , how sad .
We both keep sigh here and there , lols .
Because we miss each other so dearly la ,
envy us right ? -.- ! ok , i know i sound retarded .
Tomorrow going Ling's chalet :] ciaos !

Baby , you didt know you hurt me .

2009-02-18T01:03:00.000-08:00

Continue from yesterday's post :]
Went out to Tmart after baby and i had
dinner at my house . i've to finish the
bitterrrr drink before i leave the house ,
because baby want me to . *BITTER*
In the bus , baby keep disiao me .
When we reached Tmart that stop ,
i said bye to him . And guess what ?
He said bye and ask me to reach home
than sms him plus a TAKE CARE , nb .
He's trying to test me , so i sit down there ,
waiting for him to say 'fake' (their fav word) .
And yes , he turn around and ask me to go .
I WIN , BABY IS A LOSER ! Laughs .
When we alight , he's still trying to test my
patients ! He asked , " eh , why you alight ?
i thought you going home ? " NB !
He really make me feel like strangle him
on the neck i tell you ! So i sit at the bus stop ,
again , waiting for him to say fake . and yes ,
i won again :] he's so playful right ? LOL !

Went up to Lan shop . Xiaovin working .
slacked there and blablabla .
10 plus , Darling came .
Than went down to had dinner because
darling's hungry . shared with her chicken chop
with rice . Went to the playground near Ronson's
place . Kana screen by police siol ! first time .
wasnt really scare but just worried they might
call our parents and so on . first time mahs !
Took out our IC and etc , police officer asked to
go home , so me and darling intended to take cabby .
While walking , had a little tiff with baby .
he asked me to go home , i told him its late ,
if i go home now , sure kana from my mummy .
Ok , my bad , i should have listen to him .
But , i keep telling him i'll go home around 5 plus .
And he just shouted and said up to you la and
walk off . Sigh . Well , i act as if i didt wanna care .
Baby tried to call me and sms me , i didt know what
to say to him , so i rejected almost all his calls and sms .
So well , stonned all the way and sms baby at 5 plus 6 .
Telling him i'm sorry to throw my temper on him .
and i fell asleep :X Thought he'll reply but i guess he's
already in his lala land . so yup , he told me he's sorry
and i've forgive him :] Baby , no more shouting k !
Because you meant so much to me , when you do
something that hurts , its twice the effect on my <3 .

sick , SICK !

2009-02-17T01:28:00.000-08:00

I'm so sick please ~
Baby's mum cooked dinner last night .
She cook some soup which is sooo bitter
and she insist that we must finish it .
One person per bowl , DIE .
But she's so sweet please . She knew baby
and i was coughing like hell , thats why she ask
us to finish it :] sweeeetttt future mother in-law -.-
I know baby will laugh when he sees this ;P
So , we took dinner together with Esther than went
Bedok KTV with darling , kor , baby and hulbert .
Enjoy singing so much , kept disiao darling . LOLS !
Darling , you should know that why we wanna disiao you .
Because we wanna see you smile when you think of him .
" Wo ai de ren , bu shi wo de ai ren " it doesnt matter ,
because you still have US :] we'll be there for you ok !
Finish the last song at 11.50 , walk to bedok interchange .
Kor drew money , walk to bus stop and took 28 .
reached safra , baby and me alighted while they bused
all the way to Tmart and have dinner (supper) together .

We walked all the way from safra to my house
and baby left to take 518 express bus back home :]
When i reached home , i'm super ultra hungry !
Tried to make myself sleepy by playing PSP .
But , my stomach keep calling " HELP!" to me -.-
So , asked baby to call me , and i cook my supper .
Fried egg with dry mee :] Super niceee , yummy !
I still remember that night , the first time i cook for baby ,
so i asked him if he miss my cooking , he said YES !
And i promise him i would learn a dish from my mummy
or ah ma , and i shall cook for him :] maybe on his birthday ?
I dont know if that is a presentable birthday dinner but ,
seriously hope it will turn out to be a delicious one , laughs !

Baby , thanks for everything .
I'm sorry that i'm over reacted that day when i
accidentally saw her sms on your phone .
Even though i get jealous but i didt blame you .
So , please don be sorry . You didt do anything wrong
my dear . Remember the sms you send me ?
" You treat me so good and i really can feel that ,
but what the fuck have i done to a girlfriend like you .
i may not be sure when i just started to be with you ,
but i really love you now , real deep in my heart .
i love you baby ."
OMG , you know that sms really touched my heart ?
Its not as if you killed somebody and you're so
remorseful over what you've done ? i'm glad that
you took everything so seriously but dont take it to
heart . i dont mind if you tell me the truth about anything
and everything , just don LIE , because i hate LIARS .
alright baby ? Thanks for making your way down to my
house just to get me a bottle of herbal tea :] Thats very
sweet of you , *KISS!*
Alright , i'll stop here today . going Tmart later ? Ciaos !

Pictures :)

2009-02-15T23:00:00.000-08:00

Last night around 11 plus , went over to Darling's place ,
wait for her to finish her ppt :] and cabbed to her friend's
place than to Tmart . Baby , Xiaovin , Fuhao and Darren
is smoking outside while Alvin kor , Zhengwei daddy and
Derrick sitting inside the mac . Baby went malaysia , bought
so many bubble gums for me , so good right , thanks baby !
Around four plus , Darling cabbed home . And i went over
to baby's house to sleep lo . Around morning , her mum bought
breakfast for us , so sweet of her right :] Baby's family members
are so friendly , sweet and caring , just like baby :]
His two sisters Esther and Emily are also very friendly .
specially , Esther , she's too over hyper-active ! play with my
hair etc . LOL ! while Emily is kindda quiet ? i didt really talk to
her before but i think she's friendly with all that smile on her face ?
Ok , baby's shooing me away , want me to eat my breakfast first :]
i'll upload the pictures once edited :]

I miss you so .

2009-02-15T02:36:00.000-08:00

Baby , enjoying at malaysia now huh !
i'm suffering in singapore , come back asap .
i miss you , your hugs and kisses :X
GET YOUR ASS BACK IN SINGAPORE !
I'm sick , LOVE SICK , flu , cough and sore throat !
4 in 1 ahs ! Baby , save me ! sighhhhh .
With loves , Baby .

Happy Valentine's Day !

2009-02-15T00:56:00.001-08:00

Hellos , i'm back to post :]
I remember baby ask me
" you say you will post everyday ? "
Ok , my bad , but i did mention that
i will TRY to post everyday OK HONEY !
i think there's something wrong with your eyesight !
Your degree increased i think , laughs !
This will be a long long post my dear readers :]

Yesterday had fun with Baby , Jiahui , Darren ,
Swee Kheng and Meiyee :] Meet at TM at 12 .
At around 11.30 , Baby reached my place .
And guess what ?! he bought me my valentine's
day gift , its a Swensen Ice Cream cake !
So sweet of him yeahs ?! ilovehim many many :P
Thanks Baby ! Around 12 plus , we bused to TM .
Meet Jiahui and Darren . They had their lunch already .
So , its our turn :] And when we finish , Swee Kheng and
his Gf just reached . -.- ! And they have not eaten too .
Gosh , its their turn to eat , lols ! End up , no space to sit ,
so they intend to eat at Marina . Mrt to City hall , walked
to Marina :] Baby and Swee Kheng wanted to smoke , me
and Meiyee accompany them lo . Jiahui and Darren walk
so fast la , we cant catch up to them . So we take our own
sweet time , walk over to meet them . walk to GV , decide
what movie to watch , the queue is damn freaking long :]
At first Baby and Swee Kheng ask me and Meiyee to queue
and they go over to see what movie to watch . Should be the
girls decide what movie to watch lo ! so UNGENTLEMAN !
Fake fake fake fake fake ! 5 times :X I know i'm so gonna
get it from baby ! LOL ! They came back , and they finally
ask me and meiyee to go over and decide what to watch and
they shall queue . So , me and meiyee decided on Bride Wars
or New In Town :] Bride wars got no more Couple seat , so we
watched New In Town at 4.55 . Meiyee and Swee Kheng wanted
to eat , so after we bought the tickets , we went to Food court .
Meet Jiahui and Darren there because Darren wanna cheer Jiahui
up as she's like so moody for some reasons ? So , we went in to the
cinema at 4.50 ++ The movie , not bad , storyline is good though .
Than jiahui went to find Jieyun . Than went out to smoke .
Darren and Jiahui had a talk and end up breaking up .
Hope they will be fine soon . Forgive and forget .
Take pictures , Darren EMO , Jiahui walk off .
Blah blah blah ~~~~~
Darren took one cabby alone .
Me , Baby , Swee Kheng and Meiyee took one cabby .
We went to see huining's ROM at Pasir ris chalet .
So sweet and loving please :]
after all the " i swear" stuff , they're gonna take photos .
Alvin Kor , Jiahao , Samantha , her bf and Damien gonna take
photos . i told Kor to count me out , end up , he went to tell
Huining i'm not taking , and they shouted my name in front
of so many people , so malu please ! Laughs ! After taking photos ,
went E-hub . Took lots of photo ! Had PastaMania . Priscilla came to find us
after work . they're still deciding where to go and etc . Kor damn dulan .
Because his friends cant decide where to go . K box or Movie .
End up having arguments . Meiyee left . So , left with baby , me ,
kor , jiahao , swee kheng and priscilla . Bused to TM .
Meet Zheng wei daddy and co . Baby and Swee Kheng had mac .
And after that cabbed back to my house with baby and swee kheng .
I cook Eggs for baby to try . Swee Kheng had some toos :]
And we share the Ice Cream cake together . Its damn nice please !
I'm lazy to upload the pictures , next post k ? alright , that's it , CIAO !

I wanna be your last :)

2009-02-12T01:46:00.000-08:00

Baby , 2 more days its valentine's day .
How are we gonna celebrate ?
Even though you're younger than me .
I seriously feel that u're taking good
care of me :) I could feel your love for me .
In everyone's eyes , i love you more than you do .
Seriously , i dont care . As long as you proved them
wrong , i'm satisfied and contented with you around .
You told me i'm the best among all your ex , is that
true ? or just sweet talks ? But baby , i hope its true .
I really wanna last with you . i'm sick and tired of those
short term relationships or puppy love . i wanna stable
my love life right now . Are you my Mr.right ?
Mr Gary Chan , be my last romance .

Let me do some intro to my new Boyfriend :)
This sweet little baby of mine , damnnnn bhb one .
I still remember the first time i saw him .
At Alvin Kor's house , we went there to bai nian .
Me and pris darling was playing black jack .
He was there , standing behind us , giving us luck .
So i told him , if we win money , i'll treat him an ice cream .
And yes , we won quite alot . so i owe him lo .
but time passes , whenever we sees one another ,
he'll ask , where's my ice cream , laughs .
And shittt , i found out that he have someone he likes
very much . so , i didt dare to put too much feelings
in it . but he told me , he've forgotten about her long ago .
So , i trust him because i believe he will never lie to me ,
i guess ? Laughs ! ok , i'm going off to meet my Mr.Chan , Darren
and Jiahui at Tampines Mall . i'll try to update everyday :)
Stay in tune ! With loves , Clarissa .

Thats What i think about YOU .

2009-02-11T02:52:00.000-08:00

Well , thought of it already .
stable my life now with MR GARY CHAN.
i dont know if we could last but i hope we will .
'JIAHUI LOVE DARREN ' =.= ! LOLS !
DARREN FORCE ME TO WRITE THAT !
Baby is my drug , my medicine :) GCMC
I LOVE GARY CHAN FOREVER :)

Priscilla Darling . Thanks for that post :) i think thats the very first
post that you mention my name after we contact one another :)
I LOVE YOU LAAAAAAA ! Thanks for turning up at the chalet for both
nights and thanks for the SUPERMAN shirt , must have cost you a BOMB ,
right ? LOVEEEEE YOUUU .

Ling , thanks for booking that chalet at a lower price :)
and thanks for the Charles and Keith baggy :)
i'm gonna use it every now and then .

Lihong meimei .
Your present is the sweetest among all . because its your
hard work , and i love it alotttt :) just that the name its not
CS . LOL ! must edit kkkkkk ? love youuu .

Jiahui , Liying & Cazarine .
Thanks for the mango shirt , the cap and the perfume :)
And also thanks for staying up for the first night .
Even though we didt really go anywhere but still hope you
girls enjoy yourselves at the chalet :)
Neo Jia Hui , try your best to last with Neo Kok Shan k ?
even though he's the only guy who's older than you , try
your best to last because he cant live without you already .
i can see how much he love you . ok ? All the best !
Koh Fang Qi , giving up its the only way .
i dont wish to see you suffer . Loving him , while you're
suffering , worth it not ? There are better guys outside
better than him , he's not the perfect one though . ok ?
Tan Liying , i dont know who you like now . but mummy hope
you can find someone who treats you good k ? Love you .

Alright , i'm done . I wont reply to any taggy already ,
i'm sooooo lazy pleaseee . SORRY !

Attention !

2009-01-29T03:45:00.000-08:00

Clarissa's 18 birthday chalet invitation list has changed .
I'm only inviting those i'm really close with .
i apologise if you see you name and now you dont .
its not because you're not welcome , i just wanna
have the time to spend with the closer ones . SORRY !

Please kindly note that only BOYFRIEND is allowed .
If you're gonna bring some guys , let me know who are
they alright ? At least i can prepare more foodddd .
[Ladies Invited]

Natasha Buddy
Sandy Ling
Lihong Meimei
Cazarine Baby
Liying Bf Baby
Jiahui Baby
Leelian Baby
Carolyn Jie
Kelly Jie
Samantha Jie
Huifang meimei
Jieyun meimei
Christle

[Guys Invited]

Elliott Didi
Sayhaw Erzi
Alvin Kor
Damian
Edwin Kor
Junting Bro

Well ladies , happy to see your names here ?
You guys are so dearest to me ok !
but on the same day , there will be lots of
people , because my family are coming on the
same date . Please dont play creamy stuff on
my face ok ! I've warned you guys already laa ,
so you guys should know what to do le ahs . LOL!
The day you guys are coming is saturday :)
Time and blk still not confirmed .
will be updated soon ok ? ciao !

Note:People you don't like are still people,
and they still deserve respect.
The 'live and let live' philosophy rings true,
and it can be liberating.

PERVERT !

2009-01-22T22:10:00.001-08:00

What the hell ! i came online today , end up saw a guy naked in
webcam , NB . CNY coming , wanna make me suay by seeing this
little evil thing . remember , his email is choo_eunice_89@hotmail.com
DON ADD him if you're a girl , but you wanna disiao him , go ahead .
i've just video the whole damn thing in my phone , wanna see it ?
i post it some other day , its too disgusting ! OMG !

Baby , alot of people told me its time to let go , but i'm
the stupid one who dont bear to let you go .
But , if you wanna break off , i would support your decision .
But please , dont forget the things we do , the words we say ,
the place we've gone to and the days we've spend . Those were
my happy memories with you , i'll never forget it . i'll love you
till my heart beats stopped . i've never stop loving you at all .
but you've hurt me again and again . i dont blame you for being
flirty. becuase GUYS are all the SAME KIND , just like the "Dog
cant change the fact that they eat their own shit " in chinese is
"GOU GAI BU LIAO CHI SHI " this goes to guys .
Some are TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE .
Because no matter how the guys stay faithful , one day , they will
get bored of their own girlfriend , and they will find a new TOY
to play with . Handsome guys are all SHIT to me now ,
So what you're handsome ? go geylang sell backside ahs ?
so what if you're handsome , and no brains ? like a retarded !
Shit the handsome guys , i curse them using my whole life !
fuckkkkkkkkk itttttttttt !

Buddy , OMFG , you are such a good buddy laaaa .
leaving me all alone in singapore ! good !
and yet going airport at 6AM ! how to send you !
CRIES laaaaaa ! i think when you come back ,
i'm lying in hospital laaaa , make me miss you like
hellll , pleaseeeeee meet when you're backk bitch !
i'll miss you reallllll muchhhhh ! sighhhh .
enjoy your trip and relax yourself there okkkk ?
lastly , iloveeeeeyouuuuu :)

2009-01-18T23:25:00.000-08:00

The Bottom Line
In your career life, you should look for people to start giving you more feedback.
In Detail
In your career life, you should look for people to start giving you more of the kind of feedback that is difficult for you to hear. Look for feedback that is genuine and honest -- and therefore extremely valuable! Listen, don't get defensive, and have faith in your ability to grow from knowing how they feel. Whether you move forward in order to prove them wrong, or integrate their advice into what you are working on, their honesty will invigorate you and, ultimately, be very inspiring.

Well , Baby , i dont meant to hurt you
in my previous post , but seriously ,
after you work , our feelings faded .
Even though you work because
you wanna get iTouch for me , i
rather you dont work and accompany
me . Are you really going ITE ?
can i say no ? its not ITE got no future ,
ITE is a good place to start career , but ,
some courses , the girls there just SUCKS .
i dont wish to see our five years of relationship ,
going to the drain . i love you , more deeply than
before . please , listen to me ? ITE its not the right
choice for you , please .

Gonna start work soon ? heh !
mostly will be at TM :) yeahs !
gonna open chalet for my birthday ~
i'm officially 18 on the 8th of feb :)
chalet will be on the 7th , 8th and 9th
those people whom i invited please come k ?
, please dont come when you're not invited .
Only Boyfriend/Girlfriend is allowed to come
without inviting :) thank you !

People invited are .
V.I.P Ladies !
Natasha buddy .
Sandy ling .
Cazarine baby .
Lihong meimei .
Liying baby .
Carolyn jie .
Jiahui baby .
Huifang meimei .
Christle best .
Jieyun meimei .
Leelian baby .
Yumi Baobei .
Jieling pretty .
Amanda .
Jaslyn .
* Please come when you're invited :)
Give face laaaa , k ? LOL !
V.I.P Gentleman !
Kaiwei didi .
Sayhaw erzi .
Jon bestie .
Damian asshole .
* For the guys , not free never mind ,
presents must give ! LOL ! jkjk .

Alright , gonna rest . nth to do .
byeeeee readers !

2009-01-17T22:07:00.000-08:00

The Bottom Line
Your forward momentum will get slowed down a bit -- this will be a positive thing.
In Detail
All of your forward momentum has been great for your progress, but you should be prepared for it to get slowed down a bit today. This will be a positive thing for you, though, so don't worry. Having a slower pace to your day will give you the chance to look around and enjoy where you are in life right now. You have been missing out on a few really neat people who would love to sit and talk to you for a while, instead of chasing after you to get a moment of your time.

CNY is coming , and i cant wait ! Lols ! well , boyfriend to me is fading away ,
how i wish i can just stop loving him . fcukkk this relationship .
Boyfriend stealer , just take him away to a place i wont get to see him .
i'm starting to hate him , like finally ? but , i still love and hate , fcukkk .
anyone is meeting me today ? NO . because i wont be going out . BOREDDDD !

I dont mean to ..

2009-01-17T21:32:00.000-08:00

Dear Buddy ,
Dont feel sorry , because you dont owe me .
thanks for updating that little bear in your blog .
At least he know that you still care .
i wont eat you up budd , just sms me .
i swear i would reply and i'll get high when i
saw your sms , laughs ! but still , dont
forget me when you're out with your
darlings , because i'll get jealous ! Laughs !
I may have lots of friends , but if you can feel it
too , they're not close to me . Only CAZARINE &
SANDY is closer to me . because they have no other
friends or sisters . but the problem is , we seldom meet .
i hate to post this , but , i dont wanna lose you like how i
lost SPC . buddy , you can see deep down , you're the first
place after my BOYFRIEND :) so i hope you can walk out
from your heart , accept me , love me truly , will you ?
i swear no one can hurt you because i'll protect you for
the rest of my life . no matter what , i'll never say LEAVE
this word anymore . Dont bang the wall , because what if you
bang the wall and forget about us ? all your memory gone ?
So , your job is to LOVE ME :) Laughs ! and we must
treasure each other like fcukk k ! BUDDY I LOVE YOU!

Tell me , you need me .

2009-01-16T21:25:00.000-08:00

The Bottom Line
Accept the fact that everyone is entitled to their own opinion and enjoy arguments.
In Detail
Controversies at your job or at school are waking you up to the fact that people you like can believe things that you definitely do not like! Understandably, this dissonance might cause you some stress or discomfort at first, but once you accept the fact that everyone is entitled to his or her own opinion, you will be fine. Your relationships can withstand some healthy debate, so don't hold back when it comes to disagreeing with them. Just don't get personal about it.

Even the horoscopes is asking me to accept the FACT that some people
is entitled to their own opinion , WHATEVER !

Its my wishful thinking that we might be the world best friends .
and its also my wishful thinking that i might get closer to you .
I also thought that nothing could break us up .
ohhhhh whateverrrrr , its all bullshitttttt .
you're the last one i would wanna hurt the most but
you just stab right in my heart , and i hate it too .
sometimes , i can only stare at your blog , looking
at the pictures you took with your own darlings etc .
its so stupid for me to feel JEALOUS ! OMG !
All you think is , PEOPLE DONT CARE ABOUT
YOUR FEELING . did you ever ever spare a thought
for your friends ? like how they feel or something .
Not all friends are like S , she betrayed you .
We are not like her ! The christmas gift , did you even
bother to write it in your blog ? NO .
i know that A BEAR is nothing SPECIAL !
You made me cherish you like fcukkkkk .
and every of your post hurt me like fcukkkk too !
I didt thank you for the cake you made it yourself ?
I DID ! and my i dont even wanna share it with anyone
else which includes my own BLOOD BROTHER !
its not because oi'm fcuking greedyyyy what ,
its because i want to have it all my own !
alright , chill ~ i'm a shittttt to you , damn ittttt !
i just hope you can sms me , tell me you need me .
SIGHHHHHHH !

OMG , what did i just did ? did i vent all my anger out ?
yes i did ! SO ?! FCUKKKKK ITTTT !

Hang out with ling for the past two days ,
was fun laaaa . yesterday meet darling ,
for dinner at TM . before that i went to
bugis , for height and weight taking .
With ELLIOTT , LIYING and sandy ling :)
LOL ! i've stopped eating the thing like
donno how long already ! so shall start
today again . ASS ~ Darling AMY ,
i'm sorry worhs , LOL ! tsk !

Yesterday didt get to see my honeyy again .
he's working now , busyyy with all the aunties ,
LOL ! iloveyou babyyyy !

Bf Baby Edited my candid shot , its nice :)

Thanks baby , iloveyouuuu !

Fun Days are backkkkk !

2009-01-15T03:19:00.001-08:00

Went to school today :)
suppose to collect my result slip .
But went to find my Ling :)
So longgggg never meet her already please .
Finally , laugh all the way in the class .
There's this guy call MILO something ,
he always fail ENGLISH . so we played
a game with him . The rules is , cannot speak
broken english and no singlish .
If anyone break the rules , they will be hitted on
the hand or anywhere laaa .
Milo dont even dare to talk , laughs .
Yet Sandy ling keep kana . She really cant
stop her LAH LEH LOH ! i'm not in the game ,
i keep laughing like siao .

4 plus , took bus ten , back to tampines inter :)
than to ling house . blogged friendster .
went TM , had dinner .
Than back to her place :)
Than home sweet home :)

Tomorrow going orchard with Ling .
Window shopping :(
Gonna start working soon !
Owe Buddy and Didi money .
So sorry for the late payment .
sigh , intro job please !
If not , i'm using my red packet to
pay them le -.- so pathetic .
Itchy hand la , buy phone ! so many phone
still buy buy buy . Damnnn itttt !

Today didt meet honey :(
Tomorrow he's working .
wonder what is he doing now .
i miss him badly . sigh .

Fun Days are backkkkk !

2009-01-15T03:19:00.000-08:00

Please leave US alone ?

2009-01-14T11:05:00.000-08:00

This post is for you .
i dont mean to say anything bad about you .
i just hope you would leave my boyfriend
alone . i dont wanna start any arguements with you .
if you want , bring it on . if you really love him , support
his decision . if he really loves you , he would have break
up with me the other time . if you just wanna make friends
with him , i'm also sad to say , i wont allow .
because i dont trust you . i dont mean to insult you here , but ,
please LEAVE US ALONE . you got a boyfriend too , if you're sick ,
you should tell your own boyfriend , not mine .
i'm sure you would't like to be named as a slut or bitch either .
the past , i wouldt care . but now , i hope u just leave him alone .
he wont bother you , and please play by the rules .
tell me , what you want from us ? you want him ? thats a NO .
and you'll wait , till we break up . dont try to break us up because
thats so not gonna happen . ok ? girl , i hope you get it .
and it does not mean that you know anyone in my school ,
you can get anything out of us . thats too naive of you .
Please stop all the nonsense smses . THANK YOU !

Stop entertaining yourself :)

2009-01-14T06:46:00.000-08:00

Hey guys ! lets Laugh Out Loud on some idiots :)
Dont disgrace Keith's name , you know who you are .
You dare to be such a digusting child , why dont use your
own DISGUSTING name ? i know whats your dream ,
to be a porn star , right ? i know thats pretty obvious -.-
All you learn from your parents is PUSSY and having SEX ?
i must pity you , because i know you wont have any girlfriend .
They'll find you utterly digusting , even you're GOOD LOOKING .
I'm gonna curse you from today on , i swear if i sees you ,
i would skinned you alive and torture you to death !
and your english is so bad , i'm sure you're from retarded school .
Laughs ! did i mention anything like " I BROKE OFF WITH
CAISHUN ALREADY ? " Please read carefully :) THANK YOU !
and if you're so horny , wanna find a sex machine or partner ,
geylang is the right place . and if you're desperate , call me up .
my gay friends would like to have a one night stand with you ,
provided you give GOOD SERVICES :) if not , awww , you cant
find any of such good looking gay to get horny with :)
my name is CLARISSA :) Contact number :83334417
Dont have to tell me your name when you sms me or call me ,
i'll give you a name , dont disgrace keith's name k ?
your given nick name is DESPO FREAKO :) k ?
Anw , nice to meet you . Lols !

Well , it has been so long i've entertained such spammers .
Today its my Four years tenth months with baby .
The first to wish me was Lihong meimei , thanks !
Second was Huifang meimei :)
Guess who came third ? Cazarine Baby !
Thanks for wishing me , you guys were sweet :)
And my boxim de baby , wish me even late ! so bad right ?
but at least he did remember , if he forgot , i'll kill him !
LOL ! no suprises from him but , he's going to buy me
apple iTouch ! so sweet yeah ?! he's starting to work
tomorrow , earning at 100 a day , less than 10 hours !
his own parents shop laaa , so good right ?!
one month can earn 3000 lehs ! shiok lorzzzz !
While me ? looking for another job :)
Went Suntec , walk walk , bought keychains from precious
thoughts :) than meet darling walk walk during her lunch
time :) alright , meeting sally later to slack .

Lastly , HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY !

Finally , that LG phone !

2009-01-13T02:01:00.000-08:00

O level result was good .
But , its such a waste that i need another
subject to pull me up . sigh .
but , anw , its over .
so , chill ~

Went out for lunch with Cazarine Baby and
Liying Bf Baby :) enjoy laaa !
Went to eat , than slack at playground .
Cazarine baby so funny la , keep wanting to
grow taller -.- just because today was her
height and weight taking . LOL !
as if in one day , you can grow alot -.-
but , she's my cute baby la !

after that went to century to zilian .
Photos will be at their bloogy , go check it out .
they so pervert lorhs , take so many of my candid
shot , LOL !

Today went out with Lihong and Samantha :)
Suppose to hang out with Liying and Jiahui .
but , god knows they're skipping lessons , so it rained .
LOL ! they went for classes and become my meimei
accompany me . thanks meimei and samantha .

We took cabby to inter .
had lunch and took pictures again .
check out Lihong's blog .
and and and , samantha damn funny la ,
she got a picture in her phone .
it says , "STOP ! photographing yourself !"
and she says when she saw this , she thought
of lihong , which means that she's saying that
lihong is very zilian ! LOL !

Than took cabby to baby house .
ok , gtg . baby's rushing me :(
byeeeeee !

How Do I Live Without You ?

2009-01-11T17:25:00.000-08:00

Boy , do you know you've made me worried all night ?
Do you know you make your mummy worry for
you too ? Do you know you make me look so stupid
to call your friends in the middle of the night , just
to find where are you . some still joke with me , which
makes me look more dumb . And just one simple call ,
you told me you've reached home . i cant sleep well ,
yet i still have to work .

I called you up , and we talk .
our decision leads to a break up .
Why ? but i dont want to .
and yes , we didt break off .
But who dare to say that in future ,
no such things will happen ?

His Explaination was :
I went out with KELVIN , to watch movie .
Its a LAST MIN thing , so i didt inform
ANYONE . ( which included HIS MUM !)

Let me tell you , if i cry for you , SO WHAT ?
What if i tell you , your mummy cried too .
goddamit , you've made her worry you know ?
But , she didt cried , she's simply worried sick .

My mummy told me .
" girl , dont worry be happy ,
whats yours , it'll never escape .
whats meant to lose in your entire life ,
it simply also means that , you'll lose it .
dont control CS too much . he needs some air to
breathe . he needs his own freedom with friends .
you guys meet up almost everyday , why dont
give a break in between meet ups ? whatever it is ,
when a guy have not step in the coffin , he's forever
not yours .

WHAT ?! COFFIN ! YOU MEAN HE HAVE TO DIE ,
THAN HE'LL TOTALLY BE CLARISSA'S !
No way ! i cant live without him .
i cant hate him , i cant force myself to hate him .
i just loved him too much , but he's killing me .

Sally told me .
" Ah girl , don think so much .
just go around flirting with anyone .
in this way you can foget him and find a better
guy "

No , i cant ! if i flirt , i'm no difference to him .
finding a better guy ?! i dont want to .
all the things that happen in the past .
i really dont wished to even think about it .
all i can do is trust him .
i never gave him freedom now ?
what i get in return of giving him freedom was ,
taking number from L .
i never gave him freedom in the past with his
brother , Junting ?
What i get in return was flirting behind my back
with H ?
I never give him time to work , to socialise ?
Worked in popular , end up broke up .
why ? because he got a new girlfriend , J .
EVERYTHING ! i've given EVERYTHING !

After what happen that night .
the next morning , you make me look
even retarded to buy you breakfast ,
deliver it right at your doorstep .

Boy , i just want you to know .
READ THE TITLE OF MY POST !
(HOW DO I LIVE WITHOUT YOU !)

Buddy's Outing :D

2009-01-07T19:38:00.000-08:00

Went out at twelve plus .
met buddy at orchard;taka .
she was late , and you know what ?
the fact is , she's late and yet she was
being brought up to 18th storey of
that bloody building , do SURVEY !
thanks buddy for making us spend
hundred over dollars on THAT PRODUCT .
Buddy and i swear , if its not gonna work ,
we're gonna killed AMY ! LOL !
Went to WISMA , had western food .
cabbed to buddy's place .
chat chat chat , blablah ..

The topic we're talking about its ,
*SINGLE IS STILL THE BEST .

Lols ! cabbed back to tampines interchange .
went to take a good look on that LG phone :D
WHAO ! its nicer that i thought ! bloodyhell ,
still have to wait for next tuesday ! shitty .

Today mummy wanna do new year biscuit ?
gonna help her :D my hand like leg , leg like
hand , help her ? i think i'm a lousy helper ,
which will make her wash the whole kitchen ,
or even wish that the kitchen wont be burn
down by her dear daughter CLARISSA :)

Honey is coming here to help , i hope .
he's still in his lala land at this time 12.40PM!
and i'm here blogging BORINGGGG stuff !

I'm waiting for chinese new year !
thats when my pocket will be full of money !
last time , me and my group of sisters , used
to say that , when we got so much money , we're
going to be like TAITAI~ lets say if the taxi is
5 dollars , we'll give them ten and keep the change
LOL ! ohhhh , whatever .

Bloody hell , O levels result is out next monday ,
goddamnit , i sure fail laaaaa . might as well take off day
go shopping ?! LOL ! people felt scary while i'm not :)
Take it easy , life's short , enjoy before you end everything !

Updates .
My baby woke up at 12.51 PM :D

COUPLE PHONE !

2009-01-06T18:43:00.000-08:00

Oh my god ! me and honey gonna get a couple phone !

Model : Ice Cream Phone KF 350 :)

Honey getting the white one , while me the pink one la .

but we're only able to get it on next tuesday .

show you guys the pictures ok ?

i tell you , for the girls , they will find the phone damn sweet .

the pink is damn nice .

So how ? nice right ?! Lols !

i bought it for him for anniversary gift .

hope he'll treasure it , and dont hong other girls

using the mobile phone ! Lols ! i trust him :)

Well , that day my SWEETHEART came to my work

place , OMG ! i was so so shocked to see her there .

and of course , we hugged each other and she's so cute ,

she keep pinching my face and say " do you know how much

i miss you ? " what i did was SMILE -.-

Sweetheart , i was suppose to say i miss you too :)

Darling , meet me soon please .

i know you miss HIM .

that day you stay my house , i feel

like we're back to our memories :D

thanks for everything , i hope you like

the gift . meet for sakae and shopping !

lastly , i miss you ~

Countdown pictures and some took at airport with honey :D

The enddddd :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

2008-12-31T20:58:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 to all my darlings !
Hope that this year would be a better year ahead
for everyone ! And those who are going back to school ,
study hard ! Those who are waiting for O levels , best
of luck :D as for myself , i wish to save up more money ,
so as to pursue my studies in BOSTON BUSINESS SCHOOL
and buy a couple phone for honey on his birthday *secret*

Yesterday was kinda fun :)
After work , meet honey at interchange .
meet huifang meimei and went PASTAMANIA :D
had baked rice , yummy ! and my brother came
to meet us for countdown . when my brother came ,
OMG ! he wear machiam going PASA MALAM !
T-shirt , shorts and SLIPPER ! *ANGRY*
dragged him to 77th street , bought a shirt and a pants .
cost me eighty dollars plus ! anw , its his birthday present ,
so its ok laaaa . i very stingy one , LOL !

Meet papa at pasir ris bus stop .
Went Downtown for countdown .
so man people laaa , so squeeze please .
But , still did enjoy ourselves laa .
saw a lot of chaicheeians :D all malays ,
didt get to see a lot of familiar faces , sigh .

After countdown , took some pictures :D
and cabbed to BUDDY'S place , gave her the
gift i bought for her . and her doggy so cuteee
laaaa ! love BALLOONS ! and stupid honey keep
using the balloon and trick her . LOL !
Buddy and i kept lauging laaaa .
took some candid shot of buddy , hope she wont kill
me when she sees it ! LOL !

Buddy , i'm sorry that sometimes i treat you bad .
i wont , i swear . but please , dont forget me when
you're out with your friends . i didt know so many
people would get a piece of the cake you made
it yourself . i thought it was only for people
who is SPECIAL . i think too highly of myself .
i thought i stand quite a lot in you , but i was wrong .
i didt know i hurt you so much . sigh , whats done cant
be undone , so , stay happy ok ! meet me soon :)

Pictures are still uploading and editing :D
Be patient and WAIT !

I've tried my best .

2008-12-31T01:29:00.000-08:00

Yes , i did my best to apologise .
But , nothing happen .
still the same , no reply .
i understand why , my bad .
All i could do now is apologise .
there's nothing i could do to amend this .
So , live your live to the fullest and dont forget me .
Forget me not .

Oh , today's is the last day of 2008 :)
how sad to end everything in 2008 ?
but , i hope that its a good start for everyone .
People are going back to school while me , working .

i'm going to a Boston Business School soon , sigh .
I knew i would fail my O levels even a pass for a
english i would still fail . Sigh , who cares .
The course would cost me a BOMB !
for full course , its kinda cheap , at six thousand ?
so yup , gonna save money money money !

Two more months to my birthday .
i should stay happy till that day comes :)
i should not keep thinking those sad stuff .
start afresh CLARISSA ! stop linger in the past !
no use thinking of those stuff ! it wont make you
feel better but WORSE ! so stop and carry on .

Darl , iloveyou ! HEH :)
finally i can post something for you .
stay happy and dont fall easily for guys .
some guys are really shitty :P find your
MR RIGHT in the following year .
start afresh and be like be like me :D
ILOVEYOU !!

Today is also a special day for
MR DAMIEN YEO JIA TAT !
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY !
May all your wishes come true ok ?
later maybe meeting this birthday boy
for countdown and celebrate his birthday .
Will be meeting hufang sis too :D
hope we get to take lots of pictures ok !
Honey must take too ! i dont care :P
Happy New year guys !
Ladies stay pretty and guys stay handsome . LMAO !

I dont know who to turn to anymore .

2008-12-30T01:59:00.000-08:00

Thanks those who show concern and care .
i must be so lucky to have all these friends
with me till now . although i've lost faith and
trust in friends , i know that there is still
some friends who truly cares . millions thanks !

Even though losing faith on friends , they still
did not give up on me . i admit sometimes ,
i may get abit crazy and petty , but they still
cheers me on , supports my decisions .
i really appreciate that they still crowds
around me :D thanks people , iloveyou guys !

i'm feeling much much better after taking a look
at my tagboard , having so many gans and friends
who cares :D and my boyfriend is doing his part now .
he fetch me from work , bring me to dinner , accompany
me to sleep than he'll leave . so sweet and caring right ?
i'm abit so not use to it at first , but he's sweet la deyyy :P

My dear friends and gans , dont get worried sick because
of me , its not worth it . i'm quite "screw loose" at times ,
i may changed my attitude at any time ? sigh . SORRY !

Is everything gonna end ?

2008-12-28T03:02:00.000-08:00

I've been thinking about this day and night .
Why do the the person i love the most ,
hurt me the most ? why cant i just ask for a simple
relationship from him ? is that so difficult ?
i admit in the past , i'm the one who flirts around not him .
But , he dont have to do this back to me , right ?
anyway , i dont have a remote control to control him ,
whatever he wanna do , i cant stop him .
thats what we call fated .

Alright , stop the BGR thingy .
lets talk about my friendship .
i dont wanna make friends anymore .
and i'm sorry to all my friends .
i cant give you people what friends could .
i'm a lousy friend , indeed very lousy one .
i hope you guys could lead a perfect life :D
i'll be praying for you guys ok ? and i seriously
wanna apologise to my buddy;natasha .
*You're leading a happy life .
and my duty is done . i promise your
brother to take care of you . and i'm done .
its time to let you go and find your own
love life and friendship k ? lastly , now
that you're on your own , be brave k :D

To all my gans .
*We can still meet up occasionally :D
but that means , there will be lesser meet up .
i'm sorry . i need time to regain all trust and
most importantly , confidence .
goodbye and take care ok ? iloveyou guys still :)

2008-12-27T22:26:00.001-08:00

Hi Viewers , I'm Fangqi to help her blog for the time being .
She wasn't in a good mood this days .
Continue tagg her & she'll replies you asap .
Tyvm (: Tc Mummy (:

Heartbroken .

2008-12-25T22:32:00.000-08:00

I'm not gonna be serious in my current relationship .
i dont even dare to asked for a simple relationship
from him anymore . everything started with a lie .
and it will never end . all he did was lying and lying .
so , i cant be bothered already . if he wants me to be
serious in this relationship , he better treat me good .
i've been too forgiving since the day he lied and lied .
i can even remember their names . Nicole , Huiyu and
Lynette . * no offence* i just keep myself reminded that
he lied to me because of all of you . i dont hate you girls ,
indeed i dont have the right to blame you girls as well .
i only can say that i'm stupid and too soft hearted .
but well , i'm not gonne be serious , only play play like
PUPPY LOVE . i dont know would i changed my mind .
no one can changed my mind , besides him .
i will never break off with him because i love him .
but i dont want him to make use of me .
all i can do is to act as if nothing has happen , act as if
i dont care . people who know me , should know how much
love i've put in this relationship and how much effort i've
tried to hold him back again and again . it would be a waste
if i just let him go just like that , but what else i can do ?
all i can do is ACT . i dont like the way i'm in the past .
flirting with him around , but when i changed for
the better , he treat me like a grass . OMG , i shall
stop beofre i cry . Cazarine baby , i'm sorry that i didt
tell you first . i'm afraid that i'll cry when i tell you .
sorry baby . Mr Liau , i still loves you . why did you
hurt me ? take care boy .

I need a break .

2008-12-19T20:30:00.000-08:00

I dont know if its a good news or bad news .
Lols ! Because , i'm gonna enaged when baby's
20 and i'm 19 :D than he'll go for his army :(
How sad yeahs ? so i'll wait for him for 2 years
and get married :D its kinda young , but i dont care .
the year we've spend before getting married would be
exactly 6 years plus . Whao , how i wish we could last till
then , sigh . i should build more confidence yeahs ? Lols !

Today i need a break , i'm sick ! FLU ! Stupidddd !
i hate it laaaaa , nose stuck , cant breathe as per normal .
keep sneezing too , assholeeee ! baby still sleeping i think .
its 2pm already , we should be going out .

lets post some pictures , taken with baby :D

Clarissa is busy ,

2008-12-17T17:11:00.000-08:00

Today there is nothing , nothing special .
Sms Cazarine baby , was chatting with her through sms (:

Christmas is around the corner ,
i can't wait to snow spray SOME PEOPLE . Lol !
So people who're joining me to celebrate christmas ,
please be well prepared k (: heh :p

After christmas , its count down :) So guys ,
i'll take lots of pictures , stay tune :)
*Updated by Cazarine :) *

Happy anniversary DEARRRRR .

2008-12-13T22:58:00.000-08:00

Guess what day is it today ?
My 4 years 8 months with baby :D

Thanks Cazarine baby , once again who wish
me the first :D iloveyou !

I'm at his house blogging .
he's doing his hair .
going out , but dont know where to go .
hope he planned something .
or not , we'll be boreddddd .

Friday night , something happen again .
L smsed him . his NEW NUMBER .
ok , i'll cry hard when i post this .
i saw L's photo in his phone .
god , why must you do this to me .
i cried , i begged , i asked .
he told me nothing , i was confused .
i dont know what should i do .
but , i forgive him again .
you guys can say i'm stupid , retarded .
but my answer its still the same ,
i loved him too much , i cant lose him .

Baby , i hope that everything will be back
to normal , no other girls will break us up .
If you dont love me , tell me . at least it makes
you easier to break up with me .
Do you know what makes a girl ,
wanna give you all her heart ?
Smile when you're around ,
and cry when you're apart .
If you know what makes a girl ,
wanna love you the way i do .
Boy , you gonna let me know ,
so i can get over you .
Other boys will come along ,
they always do , but what's the
point when all i ever want is you ?
i want to be that someone , who
lives in your heart . can i ?

Christmas is around the corner .
i cant wait to celebrate christmas and
countdown :D with alllll my love ones !
shall meet everyone i missed dearly .
well , i'm going to prepare myself ,
or not honey's gonna rush me again :P

Thanks everyone !

2008-12-08T22:02:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling so much better now :D
thanks those who tagg me and show
millions of concern to me , thanks alot .
i just hope i've made the right decision
for not breaking up . but still it hurts so
much when i learn about what happen
between the baby and that girl;Lynette .
i loved him dearly , but he just broke my
heart into pieces . why ?!

But , everything is over . i dont wish to talk
about it anymore . i wanna forgive and forget .
and i seriously dont wish this to happen again .

Baby . you told me you really love me now .
i dont know should i even believe you and
your lies . but , i choose to believe .
and i believe that you wont hurt me again
like how you did twice . 'H' and 'L'.
this two names , i'll never forget . even though
they're not in fault , i just hate them and blame
them for everything they had done with you .
baby , we'll go through everything together
right ? we'll love each other whole heartedly ,
and have trust in each other , no lies k ?
remember you told me that you'll
get a car when you're out of army ?
and i'll be part of the owner ?
you even ask me to think how to
decorate our future home ?
i'm glad you think for our future .
so please , dont hurt me again alright ?
lastly , i'll always love you .

Born to be like this .

2008-12-05T00:54:00.000-08:00

Yesterday we nearly break up .
i was seriously going crazy .
i cant imagine i could accept it .
but well , i did .

Things happen just in a second .
he was sitting down , and he dropped
his extra phone from his pocket .
i found it so strange why did he bring
along his extra phone out .
i knew something is wrong , indeed very wrong .
i ask to see his phone , he didt allow me to .
he say that the things in the phone does not belongs
to him . well , i trust him .
but i still insist to see the phone .
he still didt allow , i got fed up .
i showed attitude , i refuse to go to work .
even made my boss angry , i still refuse to go to work .
i cried and cried . like a mad dog .
i kept running away because i aint wanna see him .
and i went missing -.-
damien called and the conversation goes like this .
Damien : Hello .
Clarissa : (tried to stop sobbing) Hello .
Damien : (raise his voice)WHERE ARE YOU , WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU ?!
Clarissa : Nothing .
Damien : TELL ME , OR NOT I CALL CAISHUN !
Clarissa : Really , nothing .
Damien : (lower his voice) ok , where are you ?
Clarissa : sorry , i dont know where m i .
Damien : How can you dont know ! near where ? (very worried)
Clarissa : er , i really dont know , near pasir ris secondary ?
Damien : ok , stay there k , bye ! ( hang up)

After awhile baby called , i answered .
our conversation goes like this .
Baby : Bee , where are you ?
Me : i dont know (start crying)
Baby : you dont cry , wait for me at the bus stop .
Me : i dont know where is it .
Baby : ok , walk to the main road . k ?
Me : for what .
Baby : find you ! and go my house .
Me : k . bye !(hang up)

He reached , and was holding on to the extra phone .
i demanded that i wanna see that phone .
he pass it to me and say , i deleted everything .
if its not your stuff in that bloody phone , why delete !
but , god is by my side .
that bloody girl sms in when i was holding on to the phone .
simple sms , but i throw the phone at him .
i punched the wall with my right hand , blue black -.-
just one simple punch , blue black -.-
he shouted at me , ask me dont hurt myself .
and even told me , his heart pain .
LYNETTE , what the fuck you want ?
he got a girlfriend , he hong you , you also want ?
i dont fuck care he hong you or you hong him la .
just tell me what the fuck you and him wants from me ?
my bloody cheap life ?! take it !

Baby , i didt know that all these while .
i cant compared myself to a girl on street .
in your heart , why m i standing ?
you always made me feel happy , safe and blessed .
why would you do this kinda thing to me ?
how do you want me to accept this the second time ?
do you know the pain you gave , its double the pain i
punched the wall ? get it ?!

So i decided , break off .
i cant take it the second time .
at my house void deck , we talked .
and both our decision leads to break up .
i wanted both rings because i dont think
he need it , he can buy again with another girl .
but he say i only can take one .
so i might as well forget it .
i started to cry , and our conver starts .
Me : take care of yourself . help me tell your mummy to take
care too . tell her i would visit her when i'm free . k ?
Baby : ok . tell your mummy ...
Me : no , i dont help you to pass your msg to my mummy .
you got her number , call her or sms her what you wanna say .
and dont worry , i will tell my mummy i wanna break up because
i dont love you anymore . i wont spoil your image infront of my family .
Baby : ok , sorry . (starts crying) can i still go your house whenever i
want to ?
Me : (hugged him) can , of course you can . dont cry ok .
(both crying like mad dog -.-)
Me : can i dont want a break up ? can i ?
Baby : of course , i also dont want to but i'm afraid that i might
hurt you again . sorry .

We both stop crying and he allow me to keep the extra sim card with me
and he'll not sms that girl again . i believe him , i trust him .
we're giving ourselves another chance . hope this time it works for us .
sigh , i have a bad feeling we're not gonna last . we're gonna break up again ?

If you GUYS wanna hong , dont teach him how to hong .
please laaa , you GUYS dont have a girlfriend , he have .
think for him ! he's going army soon , i'm gonna wait for him !
not any other girls would wait ! fuck .

Sorry readers , so long never update .
should be giving you good news but , that's my pathetic life .
sorrys . will not be in a good mood to meet up this month .
sorry people . have been crying when i talk about this matter .
i'm such a failure right ? in the past i dont treasure guys , now
i got my revenge , from the person i love the most .

One more day and i'm FREE for one day :D

2008-11-28T05:19:00.000-08:00

Finally get to rest on sunday .
i'm darn tired even though this job is easy .
because it makes me feel like sleeping
when there's no customer . reallyyyyy !
but , the people here treat me darn good :D
good people with good pay . where to find right ?
Lols . i'm super tired now , eyes are going to shut down
soon , Lols ! waiting for my dear hubby to come over :D
i miss you laaa dear ! now i dont call him dear dear , but i
always shout AH BEE AH ! Lols , like calling my son -.-

Quiz :D

2008-11-27T00:48:00.000-08:00

This morning , Liying baby and Jieling
came over to my house early in the morning .
lols , their suppose to come early , follow my
mummy to the office for job interview , but
they were late -.- lols . heard from liying
because jieling lost her way to my place . Lols !

Yeah , finally taking leave on sunday .
but , for my hunny only :D i've been working
and totally have no time for him .
so this sunday , i'm 24 hr his :D
We're soooo gonna enjoy my ER REN SHI JIE
with him , Lols ! Going party world , than buying
Levi's Jeans and Shop for chalet's stuff :D
I'm looking forward in meeting so many people .
Sorry for delaying okkk . i'm really busy .
Apologise to Yumi that i'm not ablew to turn up
yesterday ? or today ? and apologise to cazarine baby
for not making myself free on sat for you . But
first i wanna meet BUDDY for steamboat !
i miss buddy so much laaaa , MRS CHIANG .
Second i wanna meet CAROLYN JIE for shopping
and cam whore ! Third i wanna meet Huifang meimei
for escape and christmas celebration :) Forth i wanna
meet Lihong , Cazarine , Liying & Jiahui to WWW !
Lastly , meeting Samantha Soh JIE on my birthday
chalet ! oh gosh , i miss everyone that i'm meeting .

Question given by Connie Meimei .
1.Who's the person who tag you ?
Connie Meimei .
2.Relationship between you and her ?
Gan-Sisters .
3. 5 impressions ?
Cute , Easy going , Cheerful , Loyal & Sweet :)
4.If she becomes your enemy , you will ?
Be strangers till we're ok .
5. What will you say to the person you like ?
you're my ideal friend :D
6. Characteristics i like about myself ?
Easy going , my madness , cheerful & happy go lucky .
7.Characteristic i hate about myself ?
Mood swings , petty and strong jealousy .
8.What will you say to the person you hate ?
I dont need you to like me either .
9.What do people feel about you ?
FRIENDLY laaaa -.-
10.Your crush ?
Dont have . Boyfriend laaa .
11. Most ideal person you wanna be ?
Making friends around the big big world .
12.Pass this to ten person .
Natasha Buddy .
Carolyn Jie .
Lihong Meimei .
Cazarine Baby .
Liying Bf Baby .
Jiahui Baby .
Huifang Meimei .
Yizhen Secret Keeper .
Xiangping .
Peishan .
13.If 5 and 7 were together ?
Siaos , lesbian mehs ?!
14. Who does 5 likes .
LYJ ! -.-
15.What colour does 9 like ?
Pink ?
16. Say something to 8 .
Secret keeper , i'll be there to share
your problems :D
17 . Who is 2 ?
My First god sister :D
18 . Talk about 3 .
She's damn cute !
19 . Who is 10's bestfriend ?
dont know .
20.Who's the sexist among all 10 ?
CAROLYN JIE !
21 .What colour does 4 likes ?
pink ?
22. Is 4 single ?
No , he's my bf baby :D LOL !
23.Your relationship with 1 ?
Good buddies !
24. Are 5 and 6 best friend ?
No , totally strangers -.-
25.9's surname ?
Wong :D
26 . 7's nick name ?
not sure ?
27 . Say Something to 8 ?
Thought i say already ?! Stupid !
28 . Say something to help 9 ?
Take good care of yourself k ?
29 . Who does 1 admire ?
wahahah , LEGIN ! LOL !
30. Where does 1 live ?
Joo Chiat Terrace .
31 . 10 of them know who i like ?
Of course they know , my MR LIAU :)
32 . Say something to 6 when i see her .
Dont smoke too much k .
33 . 10's spouse .
MY BROTHER ! lols .

A place where beauty begins :)

2008-11-26T03:27:00.000-08:00

Ok , i shall roughly tell you about this saloon :)
Its located at Tampines blk 201E street 21 #o1-116
Their website is www.snipavenue.com , do check it out .
i cant believe they are charging ALL LENGTH hair cut
at $3.80 ! its so cheap okkkkk !
Haircut + Blow + Wash =$7.80
Standard Perming the most is $33 NETT without treatment .
Digital Perm the most is $98 NETT without treatment .
Rebonding (Korea) + haircut the most $58 NETT without treatment .
Treatment the most $18 NETT !
Hair extension is just 80 cents per piece !
see how cheap is it ? Lols , i'm like helping them to advertise -,-

Well , Bf Baby , thanks for the concern yeahs ? thanks :)
me and mummty ok already . sometimes she's too overboard .
its not the matter of how big the problem is , its that she like
to kick a buig fuss about it . but like you said , she's still my mummy :D
Thanks little sweet thing :D

TO: LovingUr*****
Bitch ? let me briefly tell you what a bitch means :)
To express negative feelings, especially of dissatisfaction or resentment.
Which one are you refering ? What did i do ?
did i snatch your boyfriend ?
Or my sweet relationship/friendship made you jealous ?
Laughs , girl , please kindly grow up :)
if you think spamming is fun , write down your real name .
i shall play with you in real life , more fun :D
but , thanks for calling me a bitch , you made me
feel like giving you a better name than lovingur*****, lols !
Anw , u have a nice name , SLUT :)
You think i dont know who are you ?
dont make me post your FULL NAME :)

I'm the one and only :)

2008-11-25T01:46:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night i went over to honey's place .
i stayed overnight there , and honey told me ,
i' m the first girl who ever stay at his house and
i shall be the last one too ! gosh , i' m damn happy
about it ! this morning had a tiff with my mummy .
I just need my freedom , what's so difficult ?

Mum , i ain't wanna argue with you about FREEDOM .
Lets talk about personal rights ! even though i'm your
daughter , even though u gave birth to me , it does not
means that i MUST give in to you EVERY TIME .
i know that i have to respect you as my mother , and
i did ! don't forget , u and papa is responsible for who
we are now ! so what Didi is a big gangster now , who
cause this to happen ? NO ONE ! but why cant the
both of you just forgive and forget for the sake of
your own real-blooded children ?! Bear it in mind ,
for who we are today , no matter how we changed to ,
we're still your child ! So why did you say get lost ?!
how far can i go ? i still remember there was once i
run away from home , why did you bother to look
for me ? because i' m your child ! why did you worried
sick for the whole day ? because i' m your child ! This
is the bloody second time you hurt my feelings with
your bloody hash words ! i'll never forget , till forever !

sigh , i feel like staying with my father but i' m afraid
i might be another burden to him as he's the only one
working in the family . but besides going his house ,
where can i go ? honey's house ? NO ! their not
my parents , how long can i stay ? sigh . i just hope
everything will be fine after today . sigh .

Yesterday honey's father acted abit different from before .
honey was thinking if he is having an affair outside .
i told him not to play guessing game before knowing the
real facts and truth . Because i dont want him to end up
like the same situation as me ; single parent .
Honey , no matter what , i just hope that you can stay strong .
ok ? remember , i'll stay with you till we get old together !
i'm gonna stick to you forever , you're gonna die in my hands .
Lols , aright , nothing to post already . SO VEXED LA !

Shopping please !

2008-11-23T20:49:00.000-08:00

i cant wait to go shopping , my god .
Now Levi's having promotion !
Get any unwanted jeans and exchange at
a price of FIFTY DOLLARS when you buy
a brand new jeans there . Which means that
if the jeans i wanted is hundred dollars , i just
simply have to pay fifty dollars ! my god ,
for a fifty dollars LEVI'S jeans , its so
worth buying ! people , go grab now before
30th of november , its promotion period till then .
i am getting it on 30th ;the very last day , laughs .
having chalet with honey , Junting;bro and Angel;Baobei :)
We're gonna play like mad , i swear . cant wait for it to come !
besides playing like mad , eat like siao ahs ! Lols !
Sakae , Swensen , Teppanyaki , Fish and Co , etc .
* thumps up* lalaalalalalalalalala ~

PCMQ , tomorrow its your birthday yeahs ?
i may not be the one whom u celebrate with ,
just hope that you can celebrate happyily okay ? And
find a good boyfriend , dont wait for guys that dont worth it .
Guys treat us like a toy , they want it , they play with it .
when they dont need it , they dump us away . take care !
Lastly , HAPPY SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY !

Shall i perm or reborn my hair ?
i feel like perming , but i'm scare i'll
look like an old lady -.- elder ladies always
permed their what , right ? Lols !
There's a new shop opening at 201 .
its damn cheap for perming and reborning .
open in two days time , the shop is damn cool .
i wanna visit their shop on the 30th too ! :)
alright , will post again if there's something to post , Ciao !

2008-11-22T20:50:00.000-08:00

Was tag to do some question by huifang meimei :)
wokring now , damn bored . no customer ! ciaos !

1. What is your CCA ?
previously was choir -.-

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you ?
yes , why not ? not younger more than 3 years , its ok :)

3. Do you enjoy going to school ?
Yes , schools quite fun though without the books :X

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Spend it all with Buddy , Family and Honey !

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend ?
best friend as in guys , sometimes i do .

6. Which is more blessed ? Loving someone or being loved ?
being loved .

7. List out your favourite songs.
All ? too much laaa . Lols !

8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?
Cry and put a fullstop between us :)

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy ?
Yes , being with MR LIAU CAI SHUN :)

10. What makes you angry ?
Lies and boyfriend stealer !

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time ?
Mr Liau's housewife with one children ? Lols !

12. Who is currently most important people to you ?
LIAU CAI SHUN .

13. What is the most important thing in your life ?
Love and stay happy .

14. Would rather be single and rich or married but poor ?
married but poor .

15. What is your favourite color ?
RED , DUH ! i love singapore flag -.-

16. Would you give all in a relationship ?
yes , of course !

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick ?
the one who care for me most .

18. Would you forgive & forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done ?
yes , i would forgive but not forget . its a SCAR .

19. What do you want to tell the person you love ?

u're everything i have :)

20.What type of person will you fall in love with ?
Good looking , no attitude , romantic , etc . as long as its not a HONGSTER :)

BOREDDD !

2008-11-21T05:25:00.000-08:00

I'm really damnnnn BOREDDDDD .
so slackkkk siol , good ^^
but at least let me do something ?!
too slack already laaa , lols .
gonna knock off soon , yeahs ~
meeting hubby , junting and baobei :)
we're going out for dinner/supper -.-
alright , wish my baobei LIHONG meimei ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance :D
ur presents are still with me , cookie monster
key chain . you dont want come collect , i use ahs .
Lols , joking ahs :) waiting to meet u , than pass you :)

Baobei told me alot about HER , which makes me hate
HER moreeee to the coreee ! thanks ANGEL BAOBEI !
alright , nothing much to post , post about my baby .

Honey , i know i'm suppose to say sorry .
but when u told me u're outside without telling me ,
i seriously think u dont even bother about me .
its not the matter of replying to your smses or not ,
because i'm working , its not very nice to use mobile phones
when we're working and the bosses are around , right ?
so i didt intend to apologise even though i intended to
when i called you up . its up to you now , i'm tired .
PS: Do you really love me ? Do you really care ?

Working nowwww :)

2008-11-20T05:58:00.000-08:00

Yo , working now . busy to blog and all stuff .
so people , don miss me . if you do , tagg me yo :D
when i'm very very free , i will blog and show you guys
how much i miss all of youuu ! lols :D
take care okkkk !
Buddy . take care , see youuu soon .
Eatttt more ! but chew slowly :D

Updates :D

2008-11-16T22:10:00.000-08:00

Yo , thanks Cazarine Secret Baby , Huifang meimei , Liying Bf Baby ,
Lihong meimei , Connie meimei , Yizhen secret keeper & Jiahui Baby :D
Thanks for telling off the LOW STANDARD guy who spam my blog .
well , i suck ? to everyone who reads my blog think u suck most because
u dirty my blog :) i dont hate you or neither should i . because i pity you ,
nothing better to do , wanna find trouble ? that is laughable and lethargic !

No one welcome you here , in my blogg . so please kindly SHOO ! we're
trying to be nice here , we all are ladies , don think u wanna mess with us .
if you really wanna find trouble , put your name and mobile number , i
would kindly give u a call right away as soon as possible , alright ? think twice :)

On the 14th , suppose to go WWW with Lihong , Liying , Cazarine and Jiahui but
emd up , me , my hubby , Liying and Cazarine went there ourselves because
Lihong meimei cant make it due to SOME SPECIAL REASONS . Lols !
Its okkk , we'll postpone it kkkkk ? see when we'll go there again :)
That very day is Cazarine's birthday and its also my anniversary !
4 years 8 months with my hubby :) hopefully they really enjoy their day with us ,
though it end a little too early . Went E Hub and got a Minnie mouse :)

15th , i went over to my father's place :) and we went E Hub again , this time i got
the Mickey :) they look so cute okkk , i should take a photo and post it someday .
Papa so irritating , keep walking here and there around their working area , so
disturbing laaaa . Lols . hopefully they dont think this way , he's just curious what
happen between us .
PS : thanks for that smile , it really brighten up my day :)

16th , went to cousin Ah Bee house , played mahjong with them , lost 1 dollar only :)
i'm the youngest one playing okkkkk , i'm still counted as a PRO okkk -.- !
had a nap , bath and went IKEA with didi and papa . was damn extremely mad with
my brother okkk ! keep wanting to meet his bloody friends when i've not taken my
breakfast plus lunch . i swear i was fuming ok ! i shouted at him in public , i just felt
offended laaaaa ! A hungry women is a angry women , what to do .
Papa had no choice , have to leave with my stupid brother because he dont know where
wait for the shuttle bus -.-! so i went to Tampines inter to meet my hubby :)
took cabby there because the shuttle bus was long , damnnnnn long .
went popular to get my stuff , and i had a bad stomach pain that i need to run to
the washroom -.- ! Lol ! went courts to see which camara should i get when i got
my pay . working at mobile shop now , while waiting for my uncle to set up the charity
thingy . i wanted to get buddy's phone , I PHONE ! there's a offer now at singtel .
sign up a internet wireless at 55 dollars per month , get a free laptop and iPhone !
plus 2 free tickets per month for a year ! damnnn , its worth it right ! i think i'm getting it
this week , so happy ! Yeahhs !

Hubby went interview with his friends , at orchard . hopefully they'll take him .
good luck hubby ! later i'm meeting him , still thinking where to go . boreddddd .
alright , got to go , CIAOS !

Photos :D

2008-11-11T00:13:00.000-08:00

My Zilian photos :D

My Cousins :D

My mummy,ah ma,ah yi and aunty(maid) :D

Buddy !

Didi and cousin :D

Others

THE END :D

I'm backkkkk !

2008-11-10T19:24:00.000-08:00

Well , just came back from thailand on sunday .
sms all my dearest that i'm backkk and only jiahui baby replied -.-
because she was tonning , thanks girl :D
i went there with one and a half full bag , but came back with three
fully packed bag ! Lols ! bought so manyyyyyy things laaaa !
specially myself and honeyyy's :)

Honey so sweet laaaa , came my house on the same day afternoon !
i tell you , i hugged him like helllll ! plus a bigg kiss :P Lol !
we ate dinner together :D honey's treat :)

yesterday meet up with my BUDDY !
pass her all her presets too ! she actually bought something for me too !
oh my god , she's damn sweet , like sugar laaaa !
we've missed the steamboat dinner again , because i told mummy its
her birthday and i'm going out . and you know what ? she invited her and
Honey to my house for dinner amd she's gonna cook something nice .
i was like , shitttt ! how m i gonna tell buddy about it ? Laughs !

I meet baby in the bus , because he's meeting junting and they're going bugis
to shop for their guys clothing . and in the MRT , wth , we saw this three malay guys ,
fuckkkkk man ! soooooo ACTION -.- they're using a totally PINK EAR PIECE !
so action lorhs , stare at us siol ! than me and baby keep lauging -.-
machiam we owe them 100000 million -.- they alighted at Lavender ,
luckily not orchard or bugis ! stupidddd horrrrr ?!

I meet Buddy at Taka as she wanna shop . but i was super late that she bought
her stuff already . Town is not my favourite hangout place . so when i reached
orchard , i was damn lost ! i dont know where m i heading to -.- so SUA GU can ?!
singaporean yet dont know know to go TAKA ! OMG ! *Faint*

bought OCK , ate at the bus stop , and we took 518 :D
thanks to the bus , me and buddy got no seat , gotta stand all the way
to my house ! damn itttt ! legs damn tired laaaa ! saw some bitchhh too -.-

reached my place , we were sitting at the sofa , suddenly it brokeeee !
whao , me and buddy so heavy ahs ! LOL ! no laaa , actually there is once it broke ,
me , honey and my maid fixed it ourselves . so its damn weak also laaaa .

Today had my last paper ! finally :D enjoy life now ! Lols . will post pictures
soon , cause no cable right now . at honey's place now :) Ciaos !

Happy 6th month with my GUIGUI sweeetheart !

2008-11-01T23:18:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SIXTH MONTH WITH GUIGUI SWEETHEART !
she's the first to wish me in MSN just now , thanks !

Well , i'm meeting baby , we're going to my grandma's bday celebration .
and tuesday i'm leaving , shittttt . BUDDY and BABY , i'm gonna miss you
both like hellla lots ! die die die ! but its okkk , its not like i'm not gonna
come back right ? i'm gonna buy lots of things man ! lols .

dare to view me , yet added you , dont dare to accept is it ? Lols !

Well , post some pictures taken this month .
When Buddy was sad , she came my house , and i made her smile :D
We took some pictures . some were taken when me and baby going out .
and a few is taken just yesterday :D mummy treat me to partyworld :D
We both sing like siaos . nobody there to snatch our mic , so we kept on singing -.-
and some with my ah ma :) and lastly , my Zilians photos -.-

Hope you people enjoy the photos :D ciaos !

Oh ya , buddy , remember our dating this monday ya ! lunch and movie :)

Thailand , i'm going to see you soon !

2008-10-30T23:07:00.000-07:00

Welll , i bet alot of people gonna miss me when i'm at thailand !

right ? specially BUDDY and BABY ! but , i will miss them moreee !

become a hello kitty freak thanks to BUDDY ! so when i'm there , i'm

gonna buy alot of Hello kitty stuff ! don be jealous buddy , because u'll

have yours too ! people will be jealous okkk , being my buddy will

recieve so much LOVE from me lehs -.- Lols ! i know buddy will read this ,

so i wanna tell buddy something , ILOVEYOU BUDDY ! and i want a

stayover before i go thailand lehs ! hopefully i can alright ? buddy ,

lets go out and take pictures ! because i'm going oversea , i sure will

miss you like siao , if we have more pictures taken , when i miss you ,

i can take a look mahs , right ? LOL !

i'm going out to meet baby :D

Babyyy changed his phone , and he's damn precious his phone than me .

he say if he lost his phone , he will cry -.- if i've lost my way , i dont

think he will cry lorhs , he would jump off from the highest building in

singapore -.- 72 strorey high ONLY , wont dieee . Lols !

alright , i'm now 55 KG , DAMIAN YEO JIA TAT !

i told you i will hit my target ! ass youuu !

alright , i'll stop the crap now , gtg ! ciaos !

oh , ya i wanna thank those people who asked about me , i'm fineee

already , no more sickness already .

and i went for nlood test . damn it .

its painfullll okkkkk ! test my right hand in the first place ,

than no blood . and you know what the doctor say ?

" er , sorry lehs , no blood , must try the left hand . "

* faint * he poke in the needle , move there and here and now

he's telling me sorry , no blood , take out the needle and try

the other side , KAO , i faint liaos lorhs !

but i'm strong laaa , i only "AHHHHH" for a very long time ,

never cry okkk ! Lols !

Feeeling GOOD NOW ~

2008-10-27T00:28:00.000-07:00

Well , i'm feeling so so much better now :D

had KFC ookkk ! thats been so so bloody long .

even though i didt get to finish my O level papers ,

i can still do well for other paper . i really dont mind

resitting for exams , but i dont need that cert at all ?

its useless to me , i cant get that cert to what i wanna be

in future . with an N level , ppl are earning much much

MOREEE :) i dont look down on those who didt took O .

but i must say , for those who taken O levels , including myself ,

I DONT FIND YOU CLEVER EVEN IF U HAVE TAKEN O LEVELS :)

thats not something worth to show at all . SO WHAT BIG FAT O's ?!

Well , take it easy man ~ eveything will come to its way somehow .

" To be or not to be , that is a question . " Get it ?

ohhh , i wanna thank a few ppl here , showing me millions

of concern when i'm sick :D

NATASHA BUDDY !!!

Yizheng jie & Fangqi baby !

thanks yoooo ~

Well , i'm going TM with baby and mummy , ciao ~

gonna bath already :) tomorrow history paper :)

All the best alright ppl :D

Still Sick !

2008-10-21T21:47:00.000-07:00

Went for my english papers , its was sort of easy ?

not A1 that kind laaa , can passs ?

LOLS ! i'm suffering okkk ! my weight actually drop

to 57 kg ! i'm happy but , i cant cause i'm feeling uneasy !

keep wanting to vomit , when's baby coming ?

its raining now , this few days he keep teeling me his heart

pain , seeing me like tat , how he wish he's the one

who's sick and not me , CHOY ! i than dont want my baby

to suffer like me , like waiting to die , cant eat , only vomit !

how , SAVE ME ~

Damn it , High fever at this time ?!

2008-10-20T20:48:00.000-07:00

Oh , damn it .
didt went for chemistry paper yesterday !
shittt okkk . but well , i know i wont pass
science , i will just hope i can do well for
my MCQ papers , praticals and physcics paper .
at least a C6 for science ? because my chemistry
paper at most less than ten marks ? pathetic right ?
scince primary school , my science is always FAIL FAIL FAIL .
so , getting use to it , also dont know why can pass scince
for both PSLE and N level -.- lucky ?
i swear i didt touch any scince books , if i can pass means
the papers are easy or logical ones .
but heard that yesterday chemitry paper was a difficult one .
so forget it , no use thinkng about it .
i'm so sick that i've been lying on the bed for 2 days .
i didt eat anything , only panadol !
tried to eat porridge , but vomitted ALL out after awhile .
sigh , m i dying ? its the first time i've been so so sick .
thanks baby for taking care of me till eleven plus for the
two nights , till i sleep than he left .
baby's angry and say if i still dont know how to take care
of myself , he dont allow me to go thailand .
and he say if i were to be so sick the next time , he wont
talk to me again . sorry baby , i will take care derhs ,
dont angry with me ok ? iloveyou .
yesterday start to vomit water , baby bring me to clinic ,
ask the doctor to give me injection ! my god , painful ok !
luckily its on my right hand ! or not , i die liaos , cant even
wirte okkk ! still got SO many medicine to eat , 8 of them ok !

2.30pm got english paper to take , hope my weak body will
be able to take it till 7 . 2.30 to 4.30 for paper 1 .
5 to 7 paper 2 . why start so late , shitt man !
hope i wont faint halfway through the papers , pleaseee ?!
alright , gonna prepare and taking bad there , i wont
be able to walk to the bus stop , and to the interchange and wait
for the bus . cab is the best . baby bringing me school :)
alright , if i can update more , i try my best to . bye ppl :)

sorry readers !

2008-10-18T20:54:00.000-07:00

will update soon :D sorry !

Fun days :D

2008-10-14T21:43:00.000-07:00

Yo ppl :D i know u guys miss me right ? LOL !
well , just simply post about wad happen days ago ?
Last saturday went to Buddy house for stay over .
was fun but stressful though , buddy tried all her ways to
teach me maths , and i understand whatever she says ,
way better than i can undertstand my teachers in school -.-
but reaching midnight , buddy had stomach cramp , so i ask
her to rest while i try studying myself :D and well , i did for like hours
plus , and *BOMB* i went to sleep -.- slept at 2 plus and i wake uo
as early as 8 plus okkk ! if i'm at home , i think i can sleep
till 3 plus ? LOL ! its true , no joke , i can sleep for long hours !
So in the morning , chat with buddy on the bed for awhile , like
sisters siol ! their neighbour cutting trees , and this annoyed the
two little lady doggy scared and barked very loudly . so buddy's
mummy intended to bring us for Mac's breakfast so as to avoid the
noises . had pancakes and buddy had big breakfast :D
went back home , talking baout thailand stuff , lalalala .
than study again . and not long , ruth came :D
my god , she's another good teacher :D she's so patient in teaching me
despite i'm such a stupid student -.- LOL ! thanks RUTH AND BUDDY !

Well , meet up with my baby at 6 plus :D
went century for dinner and bused home .
i miss baby can ! hugged him whenever he go -.-
like super glue ? LOL ! nonono , should be elephant glue -.-

well , should post some pictures now .
went bowling with baby at marina :D
played 4 rounds :D shiok ! addicted to bowling , DIE !

Er , there's problem with the edition , other days than post
the photos alright ? LOVES !
And , i'm going thailand soon , don miss me ppl :)

Dating :)

2008-10-09T23:08:00.000-07:00

Later me and Baby going out :)
Dating ? Lols . so OLD FASHION that kind ?
came Baby's house very early , like 7 AM ?
Sleep , play PSP and cook breakfast for Baby :)
Hope he like it , its niceeee to me , not sure for Baby ?
alright , he has finish doing his precious hair -.-
my turn for make up , some photos taken yesterday :)
some with cousin and ah ma and myself :)

The End :)

Baby's last paper :)

2008-10-09T02:31:00.000-07:00

Yo , today was baby's last paper . D&T ~
he must be so high man ! Lols !
Accompany him to school in the morning ,
and he alighted at our school . i was suppose
to alight at siglap , end up at vivo .
because i was SLEEPING the whole journey -.-
stupidddd right ? Lols . went to school to
to fetch baby , he board the bus and we went
for lunch :) KFC ! its been months i had KFC ?
than i suggested to dye hair , because it was baby's
last paper , so we went to get hair dye at guardian .
Finally , had our hair dyed :D RED ! mine was not
SO obvious , hope i wont get caught in school .
gonna get my hair sprayed in black to prevent
being BAR FROM O LEVEL EXAMS .
Later gonna take some pictures of my hair
and show you people alright ? gonna go to cousin
house now , with baby . i dyed his hair for him
okkk ! im such a good girlfriend -.- LOL !
alright , stop all the bull shitting , ciaos !

Photos :D

2008-10-08T03:34:00.000-07:00

Well , intended to go bugis , end up both

PIG , sleep thoughout the whole journey

in the bus when it reached Tampines inter -.-

went E hub for bowling instead .

For the bith in the bowling centre , FUCK YOU !

BITCH , I'LL NEVER FORGET YOUR FUCKING

FATTY LEGS AND THE WAY YOU EAT ! IT

TOTALLY DIGUST ME BIG TIME ! WHEN I SEE

HOW THE WAY YOU EAT , IT REMINDS ME OF A

PIG EATING STYLE . GOSH , DONT YOU HAVE ANY

IDEA THAT YOUR LEGS ARE SO FAT THAT AS IF

YOUR PANTS ARE GONNA EXPLODE ? LAUGHS !

ALL YOU KNOW IS TO SIT THERE AND EAT AND

SHAKING YOUR FATTY LEGS , TALKING BEHIND

MY BACK ? GOSH , WHY DONT YOU LOOK AT

YOURSELF ?! U'RE NOT SLIM , FATTY LEGS

AND PIG EATING STYLE -.- LASTLY , DAMN YOU !

Let me tell you why i'm wasting my precious time typing

about this bitch at EHub bowling centre . when me and honey

were given a lane to play in , it was so unlucky that its directly

beside hers ! its okay , i aint so anti social , i just glance at her

eating style for a few seconds . she started to get so unhappy .

okay , i know its my fault to look at her eating style but i

just happen to glance pass ! its not as if i wanna see the way she

eats , its so digusting shittt , i wanted to vomit okkk !

as my nails are long , i broke my thumb nail while playing .

She saw honey looking at my nails , so started to laugh so

loudly as if she's in the coffee shop -.- and telling her friends ,

" eh , tell you something , she broke her nails lehs ! " and kept on

lauging -.- i find her so childish ! and i started to stare at her .

she is way BIGGER SIZE than me , she dare not even LOOK .

and still wanna laugh at me ? LOL ! i'm not trying to say i'm a

Ahlian or whatever , just that she may want to choose the

right person to mess with , not CLARISSA . thanks :)

okkays , pictures taken with honey on the way to

bugis -.- when we didt went to that place . rahhs !

Lols , THE END :D

Updates :D

2008-10-07T19:42:00.000-07:00

Well , gonna update what was i doing for the past few days :D
start off with sunday , i was a good girl staying at home the
whole day while honey was out with his friends finding for
job vacancies . i was damn boreddd i swear , got the
urge to find Natasha , but she got tuition if i'm not wrong .
feel like studying , yet cant concentrate , so end up playing PSP .
Monday , went to school with honey , he got detention to serve
while i went to school to do self study at the third floor;alone .
when we're leaving school , saw a few of my classmates leaving too ,
asked them whatr happen , they told me "the class was SHIT .
they cant study , thanks to those who made noises ! " he even video
how the class looks like if the teacher were to asked why they left .
i was like -.- got so serious meh ?

But whatever is it , i don't care already :)

i'm not in class anyway , right ? Lols .
but well , 5N1 will still pass O levels alright !
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU !

Tuesday i went to honey's place in the morning
and did my Maths , gosh , i need help from Buddy !
i really dont know how to plan and organize a timetable ,
shittttt . deep shitttt . but , i know buddy will help me out !
She's my tutor for maths , she's maths pro ! Lols !
its a promise that she would help me , love ya >.<

Today i came honey house early too :D
didt do my maths , but blogg . because i'm boredd .
honey need half an hour to an hour to do his precious
hair , like future hair stylish -.- Lols !
Going out later , if possible will update soon .
Oh , i got something for buddy :D

Buddy , you must not forget me , even i cant gain
your trust . and i seriously want you to know that
i'm serious in going on a bettter friendship now .
I know that i dont treat all my friends good , a
100 percent failure in friendship indeed . but true
feelings are revealed to some of my friends , i know
who are true friends and who are not . i wont let you
go easily , i aint wanna be a fool again . for the first time
i look at your personal blogg , i admit i was disappointed ,
sad and utterly HURT by your words .
But listen here , i would rather have U to form HURT
rather than a HEART without U .
So , u cant run away already ! luckily u have another blogg
where i can know how you feel , or not , how m i suppose
to know how are you feeling inside . dont keep it in your heart .
this will only makes you feel stress , cheerup my pretty buddy .
you know ? i'm always here for you , but u never notice me :D
so , i must get more attention from you ; become attention seeker !
Lols , take care , stayover soon , will let you know when :)

alright , end of my presentation :D
With loves , Clarissa Choo Shi Yun .

No time to blogg ~

2008-10-07T07:20:00.000-07:00

Sorry for late updates .
will do it soon :D alright ?
really have no time after replying
all my tagg , did i miss out anyone ?
i hope i didt :D ciaos !

Bought alot today , again :)

2008-10-04T03:26:00.000-07:00

Woken up by my dearest mum .
she wants me to accompany her to her
friend's place as they invited her .
Because its HariRaya , thats why got invited .
i wasnt that hungry in the morning , but thanks
to mummy , last min wanna get a gift for her
friend , so have to walk around at TM with my
formal dress -.- so uncomfortable , *tsktsk* !
after awhile , went up to her place , finally .
was sweating like hell please , as if i'm in the SUANA -.-
luckily was able to cool down when we reached her place .
and luckily i worked in my uncle's company and get to know
90% of the people there , i wasnt boredddd . they say i've
slim down , god , did i ? i don think so ? sigh .

We left at 4 plus after chatting and eating .
went TM for shopping . but as if i'm the one
who's going for a shopping without my mummy .
because i bought alot instead of her -.- while
she's paying for all my stuffs :) thanks mummy !
gonna post the pictures soon , maybe after i edited ?
YEAH ! Mummy is gonna cook chicken rice today :D
invited honey too ! heeeh , i'm upstairs blogging in the
room and i can smell mummy's cooking from downstairs
kitchen , OMG ! the smell is making me hungry again -.-
honey just reached my place not long ago , gonna accompany
him already , ciao ! enjoy the photos alright ?
first few are the clothes i bought from bugis two days back :)
The rest is me and hunny and my ZILIAN photos -.- !

Bugis shopping :D

2008-10-02T07:18:00.000-07:00

Whao , finally bought all my 'Wanted' stuffs from bugis .

bought two shorts , one formal Tee and a huge HelloKitty baggy .

if i have the time , shall post the pictures than :)

oh ya , and how can i forget my honey ?

He bought two formal Tees and two pants from Messy :)

and had a member card because he spend more than

hundred twenty . Honey got jealous , lols .

because the guy who's working there , i've the intention

to ask for his number last time when i have not patch up

with honey . Lols ! had a small fight with honey again .

i wanted to buy a soft toy , honey aint wanna buy for me .

so forget it lorhs , i buy it myself . end up , i didt buy it .

honey scolded me , " u never cherish soft toys , what for

wanna buy again ? waste money lehs . " ok thats it , i

started to throw temper on him ; ignore him . alomost

cried , thanks ah honey -.- ! but , he really got a way to

make me smile laa , played arcade . spend my ten dollars

on arcade -.- than bused home :D & honey left at 7 plus .

Goodnight , don miss me , ciaos !

PS: i've finally know that i'm not that important :) given up ; goodbye . NYHM

Aquarius
The Bottom Line
Why hide your affections? Bring those deep feelings up to the surface today.
In Detail
Why hide your affection for someone else just because you worry that they won't feel the same way? How they feel doesn't have to affect how you feel -- so tell the truth as you feel it. Take those deep feelings you have and bring them up to the surface. All that daylight and oxygen will help them grow -- and flourish! It's natural to fear rejection, and every one does get rejected from time to time. You need to know whether or not the feeling is mutual -- so find out.

Happy Birthday Ah Ma :)

2008-10-01T00:28:00.000-07:00

Today its my grandma's birthday !

let us sing a birthday song to her :)

Happy birthday to you ,

Happy birthday to Ah Ma ,

Happy birthday to you ~

wish that u will stay with me till i'm old enough

to take care of you , bring you around the world .

thanks for all the care and concern u've given to

me since i was young . when i fall , u worried for me .

When i cry , u wiped my tears for me . When i'm

down with moodswings , u tolerate all my nonsense .

When nobody cares , u're always there .

Lastly , i'm glad i have you as my grandma;the one

who understands me the most :) iloveyou !

This is for my friends . Nothing special .

Please don get too upset over things .

i know one thing for sure , i cant be there

when u all need me , unlike the past .

for all these while that i've love and lost ,

i've regretted . regretted for not putting enough

effort to take care of you girls and regretted for saying not

very nice words when we argue or whatever . i'm putting

on an act , its enough . i don wanna be like this , i hate my

life without the both of you . but i've to admit that i've lost

in this game , and the game is over . we'll never reunite as one

ever again . why do i have to dream about the both of you

every night ? dreaming that we're back again , i hate it .

because its a dream that it'll never come true . but i noe ,

one day , maybe few years down the road , we can put everything

back , and meet up like normal friends . birthdays are coming up ,

smile more , don show sad faces anymore . sad to say , i cant

bully the both of you on your birthday , lols . and i cant

wish u all a happy birthday as well , because i don wanna spoil

your mood :) take good care , goodbye my friends .

M i going out to meet sweetheart later ? i think so .

she needs to talk to me about her BGR stuffs .

i woke up at 3PM today , early hors ? lols .

So late laaa , i cant believe i sleep till so late .

later gonna have seafood dinner with my family .

Grandma's birthday mahs :D

Envy me man ppl :) shall take photos and update tomorrow

or some other day ? Ciaos :)

Oh ya , i miss honey , i cant wait to see him :(

Yesterday went to E Hub and caught this thing .

Cute right ! hahaha :D

And went over to hunny house , teach his mummy

how to do jelly :D i did one packet by myself :)

Aquarius
The Bottom Line
Your positive attitude will enable you to satisfy your need to be socially useful.
In Detail
Your positive attitude has always helped you out in life. But right now, it will enable you to satisfy your growing need to be socially useful. By being able to take things as they come and adapt to any kind of group situation you are not accustomed to, you will show other people how to do the same. People look to you for clues about how to behave more often that you think. So today, you should always try to set a good example for others, especially children.

OMG , CLARISSA STUDY ?!

2008-09-29T02:47:00.000-07:00

Today , as usual i was late again .

Honey got N level papers today . Maths and Science :)

Hope he did well for the papers .

Was studying in school but skipped all the lessons .

so was kinda like self studying .

in class , i wasnt able to concentrate . so better do some

self study myself rather than with the class ? i'm not saying

that my classmates are noisy , but i'm so talkative that

i might turn around and talk non stop . hehhh :D

rain so heavily , have to take cabby home -.- alright , study time . ciao !

Thanks for all of your concern :D

2008-09-27T05:39:00.000-07:00

Yes , i feel like blogging now :)

I'm feeling okay now , much better than yesterday .

So dearests , don worry about me ok ? iloveyou guys man !

Today i stay at home and hunny came my house .

Hunny is so kind , he help my grandpa to buy dinner :)

Thanks Honey ! And still got alot of things to post yeahs .

Here to advertise my Sweetheart's Blogshop .

Check it out there alright ? http://www.shopwiththe-j.blogspot.com/

And my dearest CAZARINE KOH FANG QI .

your presents are damn nice and sweet okkk !

me and your daddy love it alot , thanks ya ?

We're going to get ur presents soon :D

hope u will like it okk ? tell you a good news ,

u don have to buy for us already , birthday girl

is the biggest , we shall respect you and celebrate

with you , only the three of us hors ! we're planing a

unforgetable birthday for you . we're not gonna bully

you or splash water on you , its surprises :D

Now , i'm gonna post the present you gave us :)

Millions of thanks to CAZARINE KOH :)

To Lihong Meimei

I'm sorry if my previous post hurt/break ur heart ,

which i don meant to . i don wanna be so selfish and

expect you to go out with me everytime . i don like

big groups , and that is why i'm always alone;EMO .

i've used to hang out with SPC , 3 people but fun .

i wont blame you and i cant blame u that u cant

accompany me . they're placed in ur heart before me .

i shouldt make life difficult for you . iloveyou :)

Aquarius

The Bottom Line
Don't let the ambitions of other people become your ambitions. Live your own life.
In Detail
You like being helpful, and that's a good thing -- just don't let the ambitions of other people become you ambitions. They may have a different agenda, and that's fine. There's no need to make sure yours match with theirs, as long as everyone is on the up and up about it. You can still go your own way while you help them go theirs. If you tie your life or career goals too closely to others, you will inevitably go off-track. Work on balancing your selflessness with your selfishness more.

Damn you !

2008-09-26T01:39:00.000-07:00

Today i was suppose to go to school because we got
to pass up our O level art work . have been vomiting ,
feeling so unwell , but i still got to go . end up , its race against
time when it rain so heavily that i cant even stand or walk to
the bus stop . pathetic right ? honey was waiting for me at the
bus stop , its utterly impracticable to make him wait for so long .
so i just walk there with a trash bag covering myself which makes
me look like a retard -.- luckily i didn't get caught in the rain , but
the bloody 291 was late , damn late . but still , we continue waiting .
and guess wad ? the bus is FULL of people ! hell , so i changed
my mind not to go school . but i received messages informing us that
those absentee's art work will not be sent , i was worried sick .
unexpectedly , i receive a message from Christle , saying that
my work will not be sent , hell . i was thinking , okay never mind ,
i shall do it myself then . ask for the address , no reply . so i called
my art teacher , she told me its alright , she had sent it for me .
i felt relieve the moment she told me that , thanks :)
But , the one who throw away my plastic cover ! i' m so gonna
make that person pay for it ! damn you , asshole !
*REGARDLESS WHO ! Fuck You !
If you don wanna pay for it , i' m not gonna do anything to you
either , but , i' ll never forgive you in my life because what comes
around goes around , i'll officially start cursing you ! damn you !
anyway , i' m at honey's place , i' m blogging while he's fast asleep :)

Yesterday before i turn off the computer after i blog and check
out on my friendster , i was talking to a friend of mine online .
she was feeling so down that no matter what i say , her mood
still remains the same . maybe i' m not that good in comforting
people , but i tried my best , i did . She was deeply hurt by her
'dear' friends last year on her birthday . she still cannot accept
the fact that her bestest friend would ever do this to her .
this bestest friend of hers really had gone too much .
after they fall out , they are not even friends , but strangers .
i don really know her well , but all i know is that she need someone
to talk to , someone to rely on . so i took the initiative to talk to her .
and yes , i did it , it went smoothly for us on the first meeting at Bugis .
at first , we didn't really talk , was darn quiet . but aftermath , we could
spend our time so wisely that we took photos and talk a lot . mind you ,
this in only our FIRST meeting :) and at that point of time , i' m actually
downhearted as i have lost sisterly love by two of my friends/sisters .
so i thought i can put down everything and start anew with a new friend .
how sad was i to find out , she didn't exactly show
true love to me , how sad ? i wont denied that i' m not there for her
when she needed me or whatsoever . But i seriously did treat her as a
friend of mine . yes , i know that i cannot change the fact that she IS
thinking this way but i just hope that someday , somehow , somewhere
i can change this mindset of hers . it hurts seeing that she don't trust almost
everyone now thanks to the effect caused by her bestest friend . i cant hate
her friends but i simply look down on that friend of hers , i don't know why .
and yes , maybe family is the most important part in her life as they are the one
who can be there for her and understand her most . but not everyone is being treated
this way at home , for example , me . most important isn't my family , its my friends .
no , i shall say its no-blood related 'sister' . me too , i do not treat my friends equally
because i know some are just putting on an act trying to be nice where actually
they don't like you at all . So , i play along with them too :)

Just For You To Know ;YHMN
Well , i' m almost the same situation as you ;cannot trust a friend anymore .
but i strongly believe that all my friends are good friends, no matter true
feelings or not , they are my friends . after my two friends and i were
separated , i went with Sandy . she's a nice girl but we have a lot of misunderstandings
between us . After her , its Steffi , but because our life is so different as she stays out late
while i' m like a jailbird , we're never close . Thirdly , Lihong , even though we hang out a
few times and she send me messages that shows me how much she care , she still
got her own friends to hang out with , its impossible to ask her to stick with me . and soon
it became you . i must say the relationship between me and you is shortest but somehow
sweet . after the stay over night , i know a lot of things about you because you tell me
about your love life and friendships . don worry , both topic is interesting :) and soon ,
on your birthday , i told you how was i feeling and i wanna be the one and only in your heart .
selfish thinking of mine , but you marked my words and promised made that we will
stay like this forever . i shall not give you empty promises , i will treat you as my one and
only and its now till forever . Please don't give me empty promises too .
Best regards , Clarissa .

The Bottom Line

Be careful in business deals now -- the people you're dealing with are too cynical.

In Detail

You should be careful in business deals, right now -- the people you'll be dealing with are much more cynical than you are, and could create an atmosphere of negative thinking and mistrust. Their minds are much more focused on the petty details and less on the goal that you are trying to achieve -- in short, they are going to be more concerned with themselves than with you. This is not the level of treatment you deserve, so let them know that they are not the only fish in the sea.

Pictures :D

2008-09-25T06:28:00.001-07:00

Well , forgot to share pictures :D enjoy the photos :)

Me and Hunny :D

Hunny talking on the phone :)

Eating Soft Shall Crab Temaki